that'sall I can say.

I wasn't particularly pursuing for fame. Now that I suddenly encounter it, I know, just

like anything else that I did, I have to find a way to cope with it. It's not that easy.

I would say, don't be too rash and don't be too pushy.

Just let things happen

in its own time.

The reason I say that is because if you don't do that there will be a backlash

and the backlash is very very difficult to take.

It was such an incredible loss when I think about it.

Every day was different because he made it well for me, because he knew what I was going through.

Being a certain race and being a woman as well, all that, he had an incredible concern

about it.

See most people think, well, he's a walker and just kind of rough maybe but no. At home,

he was a very gentle person and extremely, extremely concerned about me but also concerned

about the world too.

I still miss him, especially now, because the world is not quite right. Everybody seems

to be suffering.

If he was here, it would have been different I think.