I'vegottento a pointwithmyrelationshipstatus, so I don't knowhowtofixit.
I don't knowwhattodo.
I knowit's justlike a llthefalsepretence.
70 It's gonnahappenandthenNo, exactly.
It's difficultbecauseyouhavetogothroughlifewithnothaving a cheerleader.
And I havethatwithmyfamilyandmyfriends.
Buttheycan't giveyou a cuddleattheendofthenightbecausepeoplesaytomelikeyou'resayingthatit's kindoflike I wouldn't buy a housewithout a roofforfrontdooron.
Thatwaskindoflikebasicthingsthatyoureallywantin a person.
Whatmakessense?
Well, sure.
Likefine.
Here.
I'd liketogetmyown.
How I'd liketobemarried a coupleofyearsago.
Likesomethinghappenswhichtheyputmeoffjustmeetingpeoplefor a longtime.
Basically, I wenton a NATOwithwork.
I gottalkingtothisguyandwearing a nightclub.
HewentforsmallCanariaandhewassatinthecornerand I justsawLookoverandtalktohim.
TattoosgoTainOh, yeah, on, like a bitofbloodonhim.
So?
So I justlookedatthenorthleads.
I wentbacktohim, didn't knowmuchabouthim.
Andintwoweekslater, myfriendformewaslikeourAuntLeighis a picturesonthenews.
Youwantedtomoveinquiryas a war.
Itturnsouttheguy I wentthroughmyheadthatkilledsomeonethatnightbeforeyouwentonwithhim, killedoneand I wentbacktohis a tool.
I wastheonlywitnesstolikehismentalstate.
And I wonderedwhyyounevertextedbackplacesago.
Wearrestedthenextdayinjail.
She's atfirst.
I thoughtitwasfunny.
I waslike, Oh, myGod.
Andthen I wasjust, like, affectedme.
Sothey'renotputmeoffontheGodsStreetforyears.
Theytookme, like a longtimetotrustpeople.
I spenteight.
I waswithininhis O's afterhe'd stopsomeone, I couldhavebeenkilled.
Yeah, itwasawfulforyou.
I thinkitprobablyhasaffectedmemorethanwhat I think, youknow.