Ifitwasanybodyelse's convention, I probablywouldn't want I went, Youknow, I dothatif I orderedsolike I doyousupportwhatyoucareaboutme, thatmuchtogo.
I don't letyoudownAndpeoplewholoveyoudownbreaks.
But I thinkithappenedfor a reason.
I genuinelydo.
Okay, becausewe'llgetintoallofthatlater.
Butbeforewegettothat, wejustneedtoclearup a lotofthingsbecause I talkedtothatMichaelguy, andaftertalkingtohim, I don't thinkhe's evil.
And I don't I thinkhejust I wasinoverhisheadand I thinkyouareinnopositiontoeverplaneven a birthdayparty.
So I reallyshouldhavebeen a triplike I'm such a fuckingidiot.
And I'm notevengonnasaywhat I'vebeensayingonTwitter, whichisOh, herheartwasintherightplace.
I knowshehadgoodintentionsbecausehonestly, what I wanttosaytoyouis, I don't thinkyouhadgoodintentionsand I don't thinkyouknowthatbecausethetrueintentionofitwasrevenge.
Butwhen I seehowshittyitwaaslikeontheinsideitwas a joke.
Likeitwasliketherewasnoboots.
Therewasnonothingtodo.
Therewasnorealfoodorwater.
Planningwasbad.
Thelineupwasweird, asfeaturedfuckingcreatorswhopaidtocometoaneventthatdidn't have a separate V I.
P line.
There's a possibilitywemaynotactuallygetinsideifyoutrulywillecho.
I actuallywantthistobe a goodexperience.
I wantthistobe a betterexperienceforpeopletomakeourand I ammissing a dayofitconforthisbecause I wantedtosupportherwanted.
ThiodidwantThio, that's forsure.
I wanttoNow, I thinkonceticketsstartedsellingandoncepeoplestartedwhenyoulovewelookedHannahcon, thatbecamelessimportant.
Itwasmoreaboutlike, Oh, peopleareonmyside.
Peopleareneveronmysideandthey'refinallyonmyside.
OhmyGod!
TheInternetsonmysidelike I getit.
Thankyou.
Youknowwhat I mean?
I getitbecausepeoplealwayshateme.
Sosomebodyonmyside I'm like, Oh, myGod, I'm nothavingyouguysonmysidewasverynewanddifferentandallthatkindofstuff, But I dowantyoutoknow, butitdoesn't fuckingmatterthat I satinmeetingaftermeetingaftermeetingwiththem, Stilldecidingthingslike, I wantthismantogoatthistime.
I wantthesepeopletodothis.
I wantthiskindofbooth.
I wanttheretobefoodandwater.
I wanttheretobegreatsecurity.
I wantthat I spentsomuchtime, butitwasn't goodenough.
Ifshewas, itwastoolate, straightupthat I spoketoMichaeleverysingledayandhewouldtellmeifyouwantedtohappen, wewillmakeit 100% officialbelieve 70% have a littlepumpforyourbirthdayandeverybodyistalkingaboutcapacityandpeopleinside.
I wasundertheimpressionthatthatspacewasperfectlyfinefor 5000 people.
Wehavethebiggestspace, right, and I willsaythathisfaceifyouwanttocallit, butitdoesn't makesensebecauseitdoesn't lineupsoifsomebodyattheMarriotttoldyouandnowhe's doingMaryMarybecausehesaysthattheyliedtohimaboutcapacity.
Sothat's what I'm tryingtounderstandbecauseyou'resomuchbusinessifittoslipupandgetit.
Like, really, if I thoughtthatthatspacedidn't hold a lotofpeople, I wouldn't havehelditthere 100% honestlike I wouldn't haveheldTanaConin a spacewhere I thoughtitwouldn't hopelesspeople.
But I alsoknowfuckingnothingaboutplanningconventionsoranythinglikethat.
There's beensomanyconversationsaboutspaceandcapacity, andthere's 100% chancethat I'vebeenfuckingwaythat I couldmakeyoulookreallybad.
Uh, butitissomethingthatlikebotheringme.
When I hearditthatnight, allofthefuckingtown, a companyship.
Didyoureallygoto a party?
I wenttomynetwork's Thinktotalktoyouformynetwork.
Like I wentinside.
That's whatitwas.
Mynetwork's eventstreatseveryone.
Itwasn't likethatrandompartyandwasjusttalkingto a walloftheInternetitself.
Therebecause a lotofthemaremad.
Everyonearoundis I gooutside, gomeettheseinternationalfans, gooutside, gotostreets.
Anyonetalktothefans?
I talkedtothepeopleinside.
Letthemknowthatyou'regonnafixit.
Whatevertheywere.
Definitely A lotofpeoplearemadbeforeyouknow, therightreasons.
I getit.
So I'm thefightfor a fuckingbigger, bettercontext.
I don't careifit's in 10 fuckingarena, okay?
WheneverypoliceworkintheUnitedStatesbecause I loveyouandtellingthemhow I feelbecauseeveryoneelseisspeakingformeandsayingsomanythingsjustaren't trueinthatsituation.
Youandallofthepeopleinvolvedshouldbein a conferenceroom.
Buteveryonenotevenstoppingby a partybecausethat's notlikewhenyouhave, like, thousandsofpeoplegoingbacktotheirmotelrooms, Bertlike, andthenyouhavemewhohasnothingtodowiththatdoingeverything I canshame.
I talkedtoShaneonthephoneearlier.
Itwaslike, what's goingon?
Hewaslike, I don't wanttojustcomeandmeet 200 luckypeople.
I'm going.
I wanttomakeeverysinglepersonwhocamehappyandletthemseeme.
I'm investingithere, and I alsodon't understandthebankruptcythingfromyou'vetoldmeonethingaboutthewaythatyoumakeyourmoney.
Buteverysinglepersonyoumanagehastoldmethatlikeit's yourmom's realestatemoneyandyouhaveplentyofitandyou'vescammedthemlikeMichael, I thisshitthatyourclientshavetoldmeoverthepasttwodays.
I can't getoutofmyhead.
EveryonesodisgustingeverysingleoneofyourclientsthatwhentwoTanikacameuptomeatmybirthdaypartyandtoldmetheyweretooafraidtotellmethatyouwouldwe'regonnafuckmeoverthattheygetfuckedoverbyyouconstantlyandthat I shouldhavelistenedtoeveryonewhotoldmenottoworkwithyou.
Butthatdoesn't changethefactthatsomanypeoplewaitinginthesungettingsunburned, gettingfuckedoverbecause I thoughtthateverythingwasgoodbecauseyoutoldmeitwouldbegood.
Ifyoushakemyhandwithalltimesthat I wouldgetonMichael, it's soclearthatyourclientsandeveryonearoundyou, I don't evenknowhowtosaythis.
I thinkit's Thisiswhat I scaredoff.
Here's whatthey'reafraidofyou.
Here's thething.
Anditsucks.
I I don't wanttohearthatmortalheart, youknow, I don't meaninthesenseYoumeanlikephysicaloranything, butifyou'refuckingthemover, youtakingoutofdoingshadyshit, I wouldlovetodirect a shame.
Oneof 20 peoplewhotoldmesomanythingsabouttheshadyshitthatyou'vedone, I havenottoldmeaboutit.
I'veneverstill $1 thenyouwantdoneanything.
But I'm anidiotfornotlistening.
Youtoldmethethingsyouwoulddoandthethings I woulddo.
And I didthethingsthat I woulddotothebestofmyability, Michael.
I gotMichaelwalkingintomyhouse, coveredheadtotoeinGucciandChanelandallthatkindofshittellingme I'm richest.
Fuck.
And I diditbymakingconventions.
Mylifeisamazingbecause I madeconventions.
I candothisforyouin a heartbeat.
Youknow, e better.
Hesaidtomefivetimesthathouse, everything.
Isthatreally?
Becausethat's, likefuckingcrazy?
That's like a lot.
It's like, Isthatreally?
I don't I don't know.
I likesaythistoyoubecauseit's like I don't wanttopaintanyoneasthebadguy.
Butme.
I fuckedup.
But a lotofpeople, includingyou, knowhowMichaelreallyis, andhishouseisownedbyhisparents, whereherentsit, orhe's fine, likehe's finecompletely, butBut I I thinkthatwheneveryone's attackingyoulikethat, youknow, it's hemightwant.
I don't I don't wanttosaytheshamewouldlisten.
ThiswholethinghastobereallyEarl's peoplearen't gonnaThey'renotgonnabuyanyofit, So I don't thinkhe's a goodperson.
That's liketoohardcoretosay I thinkheliedandliedandliedandliedandliedtome.
I thinkheputson a facadeofalltheseinvestorsinthisbigcompanyandwhatever, butit's a youngkidwithmommy's moneyandsomeinternsandclientsthatareafraidofhim.
Thisimageand I fellforthefacadeintheimagefollowedbytheliesandpromisesaboutwhatmyconventioncouldbe.
He's notlosinganyhouse.
Thesearegoingbankruptonthis.
He's notdoinganyofthat, doyou?
Becausehesaidthathisfootageofeverythingsotheyonlyhavehalfthestorythat I havetheotherlikepiecesoffilm, allthatkindof I alsojustwant, youknow, likestraightup.
Theyhavebeensoadamantfromdayone.
Likewe'regonnamake a fuckingdocumentaryaboutsellingfullscreensandNetflixorwhatever.
Youknowwherepeoplesubscribe.
And I'vesaiditfromdayone.
I don't lovethatidea, and I don't wanttodoit.
I wouldthink a videoformyYouTube.
Jimand I hadHunterfollowingmearoundthenightbeforeTankon.
Theycometohim.
Allthefootageisours.
Allofyourfootageisours.
Youcan't talktoyourownfoot.
Endslikeit's allours.
Wewanttomake a document.
We'regonnamake a movie.
I wanttoseesomeofthislongstagingthreefeethigh.
Whatwillcomeuptorighthere?
What?
Thiswillbeholding a stage.
Wow.
Fat.
I wantseeing 40 feet 16 feetdeep, threefeettall.
That's fuckingnotbigstageeyes, thelighting.
Cool.
Likewhere I'm sitting, you'reaskingeveryquestionbecausethisis a perfectexample.
Look, I justHey, Paul, she's veryday.
I'm sittingherethinkingit's like I havenothingtheywant.
I didthatoverandoverandoverandoveritbecause I gofuckingcrazywaytithe.
Thisishimtellingmeisn't goingtobesick.
Yeah, I do.
Likewe'regonnaputtheregistrationmovesoutthere.
Keeptrying, becausethisisstrictly a lotofpeoplelikeyouseehisfacewayofchecking, butwegottamakethatwork.
Thisisoutsideiswherethelinesaregonnabe.
Outsideisforregistrationistheshuttle.
Youthinkthisisme?
Likeitemizingeverysingledetail?
E I didn't meetalsothat I nevermet.
I neverdidthesedetails.
I neverYou'reseeingthat I careaboutyou.
Yes.
Later.
I'm losingmymind.
This'd isthecraziestthing I'veeverbeen.
Moreimpressionsaboutcapacitysecurity.
Security's tight, butsecurity's tight.
Onlyway.
Thisisalso a sittingherefinalizingthings, youknow, You'vebeenhowmanyconferenceeveryonepilestowardsthefrontofthegroundlikethatmainstageroomisgoingtobepackedregardless.
Butyeah, goodtimeslike a moshpit.
Tana, What?
I say I'm sohappy.
Literally.
What?
Takeit.
Yeah, Thisisjustexactlyenoughtimeinpublic.
I learnedtodaylikeit's all I'm learningexperience, but I likethatbecausethatmeans I'm fuckinghandsonand I actuallycare.
And I'm actuallythatwassocrazy.
So I wanttomakesurewehiteverypoint.
Anotherthingthateverybody's talkingabout.
Theideathattherewasactuallynofreetickets, whichissofuckinginsanetomebecause I havebeentoldallthewayoutthedoorrightnow.
So I gotaholdofthecontractbetweentheMarriottandGoodTimesandthecontractstatedthattherewasonlygoingtobe 1000 andMichael's nowtalktopullTinaandMichaelaboutthis, andtheybothsaidthatyes, thecontractmighthavesaid 1000 buteverybodyhadmarried.
I toldthemthatthatwasjust a safenumberandthat 5000.