Name: この奇妙な果物を食べている間、私がいなくなった理由を説明します。 (Explaining why i've been gone while I eat this weird fruit)
Uploaded: 2021-01-14T09:50:59.000Z
Duration: 14 min 32 s
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at the time is currently 11 18 PM It's past my bedtime.

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未来形

It's being a awhile haven't kept up with how long it's bean.

But it's been while I was thinking about just like posting a video.

Just pretending like this break never happened.

But, you know, I think we just go to talk about it a little bit.

And I will just tell you how I'm doing what's been going on in my life.

That will say, I'm gonna be eating this fruit while I do it.

I got this fruit before at the same time that I got that other word for it.

That in bed that I ate in the in the weird fruit video that I did a while ago.

It is your memory march, possibly a five month old fruit.

Now, with this one, it was originally green, Uh, but over time I looked it up and it said to put it in a warm place and it will gradually ripened in turn orange, if you have it.

A probably a passion fruit, I think Don't even know this cold thing.

It's a whole new melon, but, uh, yeah, we will be consuming this or not consuming this.

If it is rotten on the inside, where to begin?

Yeah, I've just been living life enjoying it.

I don't want to take your creative a little bit of modeling here in that, um, and not doing any youtube up.

See where the YouTube It's no, Like, I've made the decision to, uh, not film.

I've been meaning to film, but, uh, I just didn't happen.

And the thing is, I've had ideas for YouTube.

I even have, like, a thing where I like going and write down my ideas and like, what stage that it's in.

But I've realized that I've been coming up with a lot of excuses.

How in the heck am I supposed to get all these out.

No, but yeah, No matter what I do, videos just don't seem to happen.

And it's always my own brain getting in the way of myself.

I might actually just be a lazy human being, and I don't know how to have a work ethic and blah blah, blah, blah.

I'm sure it isn't like that, but, you know, maybe I am.

Maybe I just don't have the same work ethic.

Is other people, uh, who were in the same industries?

I was watching this thing of the day about YouTube from a channel called Weezy.

And he says, like, videos need to have a purpose.

And I thought about that for a while, and I was like, Have I lost my Pappas right here?

I get three poisoning from a five month old fruit like passion fruit, but a little less slimy on the outside.

It's a little sow and like the faintest little bit sweet, But like belly, it does mainly taste like cucumber.

No worth having it on my desk for five months.

So I would like a film some videos as somebody who's ready to go.

And then I watched this video and it was like, What is the purpose of your videos you've been using?

And then all the purposes I could think I felt so shallow, like I have video soon coming out about how I got my straight poem redone and retouched.

The purpose is to tell people how I feel about the street poem and and if I would do it again, Is that purpose enough?

The reason I keep eating is that feel like it's such a waste of my time to have worked on this for five months and then to not eat it.

So we'll also I've been thinking, what is my motivation to make videos?

Because I guess when I started making videos on when I first moved to Japan, I was actually a very lonely human being.

I was very incredibly deeply lonely, and I was very sad.

I was in these huge fluctuations of motion where I was like, Wow, I'm so happy.

This is the most beautiful, amazing place, and everything's crazy and new and fresh.

And then the evening, I'd be like, Oh, my God, I'm so alone.

Let this be a lesson to everyone to always have your camera batteries charged.

And yet that was the motivation and the driving force behind most or a lot of my videos, some of it.

The drive was also like, I'm in this new amazing place and I want experience it with with the camera as well.

Like, it was this kind of freshness to it.

And yeah, I've seen it for three years now.

And so that kind of freshness and want to to show everything to everyone is kind of It has kind of died down a little bit, but also, back then I was sad.

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