Youknow, I haven't adjustedtothatlikebefore, whichiswhat I findinterestingaboutyoubeforeyouspendyourwholecareerbancritiqueandcriticizedbyorganizationslikeLGBTtocommunityorcollegecampusesorpolicedepartments, youknow.
Buthiphopalwaysstoodbyyou.
Sothatwasyouknow, that's whatyoufoundyourrefuge.
Butnowitcamefrominsideofhere, Pop.
Youknow, howdidthataffectyou?
Mesittingbackandseeingthingsthat I saw?
Itwaskindoflike I feltlike I found a bunchofdifferentways.
I feltlike, Okay, maybebecauseitdoesn't soundlikeeverythingelseAndwhat, um, whatmostpeoplearedoing.
MaybethatwaswhattaintedThey'reherebecause I remember a timeinhiphopwhereyouhadtobesodifferentfromthenextperson, oryouweretrash.
There's a shift, uh, somewherethathappenedthatifitdoesn't soundlikeeverythingelse, thenit's trashautomatically.
Yeah, and I justsaidbacklike, Okay, Allright.
I cantakethat.
It's notlike I can't takeconstructivecriticism, but I feellikeitkindofwentbeyondconstructivecriticism.
Okay, Relapse, which I believeoncourse, a betteralbumandrelapse.
Relapseissomethingthat I lookedat a coupleofyears, wentbacktohimandandcringethatJesusChrist, I didn't realize I wasdoingthatmanyaccidents.
I juststarted.
Forwhateverreason, I justgotintoitandwasjust, like, startedonhisweirdserialkillervibekindofthingandstartedwantingtotalkcrazyandstartedbeatingwordsmore.
Soit's like, um, somebody, everybodyontheInternetAndinhiphopespecially, isitseemedlikeeither a rapper D.
J writerproducerdoes.
Somethinghassomethingtodowithit, andit's in.
And I lovethefact I lovethefactthatsomanypeoplenowhavebeenabletogetoneasierthanitwasforme.
Areyoubackintheday?
Becausewedidn't havethat.
Wedidn't havethisplatform, so I appreciatetheplatform.
It's justthatnowyou'vegotyou'vegotpeoplethatnotonlyaredoingthesamething, andtheycoulddoitbetter, butyou'vegotpeoplewhodon't doanything, and I justcritiquingit.
So I saidback, and I'm like, Okay, that's fine.
Peoplecantalkcrazyaboutme.
That's fine.
Theyshouldtheyshould, uh, expressthemselvesandtheyhave a rightto.
But I alsogettosaywhateverthefuck I wantaboutyounow I'm like I said, I'm goodwithrevival.
Fuckitbecause I couldn't havemadethisalbumwithoutthat, youandthereissomething I'm notgonnalie.
Thereissomethinginsidemethatis a littlemorehappywhen I'm angry.
It's like a cz.
Muchas I asbadasitfeelstobethere.
There's alsosomethingaboutit.
There's a rushofitthat I like, becauseitinspiresmetosaysomethingback.