So this is the perfect cobblestone to just practice on.

So take notes.

It's great.

Slows of it today have a mosquito show.

But before I have ever saw chief fitting Hopefully a nice lunch and I can't wait to take you guys through my day.

So please, because Asuka, the first thing I do in the morning as I lay there and stare at the ceiling for about 15 minutes until I work up the courage to get out of it, I think they would call this meditation.

But this is just like that.

But anyways, it's going to be, Yeah, minty, fresh like orbit.

You know what happens?

Commercials that sparkles.

Okay, I find it very hard sometimes to go from show to throw on constantly, have makeup put on and taken off.

My skin is very sensitive.

Um, it gets irritated, as do I when I have, like 50,000 people watching me during fashion maker really hate to draw my hair just because he eats being brought to it like three or four times a day So in the mornings I just started.

Let it air dry.

Just let her do her thing.

Plus somebody else's brushing when I get there.

Is that what's the point?

I just need a coffee now.

I'm also trying to learn.

You're my friends.

My fiance?

Yes.

Friday composure.

You guys are the first to know.

Did my face just go right?

All that concealer was for nothing.

Family has a house boat.

Can you put lights all over it and candles and brought us dinner out there in line kind food, music.

And we danced and he twirled me around three times and then went down on one knee.

And what will you do?

Me?

The honor of being my wife.

What?

Are you sure?

Is this a joke?

Are you Are you sure it's a yes or no question?

Yes, but a lot of screaming.

Lots of crying and more crying.

And that was on Friday, and I just started crying.

Stop crying an hour ago.

Happy tears, obviously.

But I'm engaged.

Engaged.

Anyways, he's German.

So, uh, Tink in nine and coffee e do without 30 to 45 minutes every morning.

Just because it just makes me feel better.

So I'm gonna get dressed a little bit and I think we're gonna go to my verse Algae video.

We've got to go.

Let's go, Let's go!

It's sticky.

This is my fiance.

No.

Okay.

All right, let's go.

The only way to travel in Milan knows tramp so chic.

And it's just very It's a cute It's my favorite trip is about Booth.

Okay, guys, I'm sorry you can't come in with me.

It's a closed fitting, but I'll be back soon.

Go to launch a promise that was quick and we're done.

And I am starving.

Let's go to my favorite vegan restaurant here in Milano.

So very good for yourself.

Okay?

I'm very small town called Lake City.

It's in the north part of Florida.

We have all of these natural springs where you see the turtles and fish swimming underneath You lots of animals, snakes, gators.

They don't mess with you.

Don't freak out.

Everyone that's not from Florida thinks like Australia or something.

All I knew about fashion and Marling is what I saw in magazines and movies with the light.

So I just thought it was a dream.

Then I started and they soon come to realize it is all of those things, but also so much more.

There's a lot of dedication, a lot of work way eat, very clean.

And it's not just a state lean.

It's so that we feel good because we're coming off of a 14 hour flight from Shanghai working 10 to 16 hour day, depending what it is.

And then we're jumping on another plane to go somewhere else.

I got my first chance to be part of a high fashion runway show with you.

And then I did the spokes video with Peter Ville Apps, and it was definitely it still is.

One of my favorite videos is like this retro makeup tutorial, and that kind of jump started everything for every job after that has just been positioning me where I am now and now I'm finally doing Diary of a Model.

All right, guys, let's go to the 01 of the hardest parts about modeling is being away from my family.

I'm very close with my family.

I have 11 year old brother who I adore.

He's a funniest, most cool kid I've ever met in my life.

One of the best parts about it is I've been able to buy my parents a house, find my mom's amazing doctors, and it's just really, really helped us to have our best lives.

I'm very, very happy to have been blessed with this job.

All right, so we just arrived in a ski.

No.

We're gonna head back stage and gets show ready, you guys, I'll show you how I'm gonna walk that runway before I walk out on the runway.

I kind of say like a little prayer and tell myself, You know, you belong here.

You've got this.

You're born to walk the runway.

I take a very depressed.

Sometimes it involves me screaming or just a really loud exhale on I put my shoulders back, chest out my arms behind my hits so that it gives a little bit of curve when I walk, Are you ready to learn how to walk the runway?

So when you turn because it's very graphic, you want to do a quick 90 degree turn and that's it.

Pretty simple.

Just keep your shoulders back.

Confident, strong, sexy, smoldering, gay and you're ready for the runway.

So let's go backstage and see everyone one in.

Oh, there's mine.

The shoulders are amazing.

And then there's some that have, like, very square hips.

I mean, the shapes that he come up with, or just like, straight out of a painting, which I think you can gather from the frames.

The color is just heard.

Beautiful.

Please.

Now you.

Yeah.

So let's find someone to fix me up, shall we?

It's very normal for 2 to 3 people to be on you at once.

You know, sometimes you're coming from show to show, and you may get there 20 minutes 10 minutes before the show starts.

So you have somebody doing your hair, your makeup, your nails and dressing you all at the same time.

We're moving, moving, moving the master at work.

It's just a touch of Spanish woman.

Don't.

You can go very far.

This is very like you found.

All right, let's go to makeup.

I just keep running into you, but this is one of my favorite people in the world way, she said.

One way it is, that feels really nice.

Just wait.

It's rehearsal time.

Let's go.

Before they dragged me by my hair.

I'm very glad we knew her since.

Sometimes the surfaces or the shoes can be crazy, and it's always good to know what to expect.

So this is the board with all the outfits and the looks and hopes ups to get into line up and you were behind because once we all look the same and wearing these crazy offense gets a little difficult.

But, uh, let's find me there, you know?

You sure?

Yesterday his voice was shaking.

Yes, Joan Maria, I loathe.

That's why I tried to take from Picasso.

Was like is like abandonment of reality and, like someone's face could have an eye up here in the mouth over there.

So I thought, Why not a shoulder that's up here?

One that's out there and change the angles and kind of pushed the boundaries and push myself even as experimental as I am normally, it helped me open another door, so I was very excited.

Why did I choose grace for this outfit?

She put it on.

And it's one of those things that happens when you see a muse inspiring and that is, goes back to the fundamental role of amuse.

They put something on and then you can't imagine it any other way.

All right?

You heard it from the man himself Is gonna be Oh, okay.

This is my final outfits.

Let's go.

I think everyone that walks by me runs into my shoulders because we're very far.

I don't realize my dimensions right thing.

Right.

Thank you.

E got some hips.

Okay.

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