that don't bother me

I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out

I'm not afraid to cry

Every once in a while

even though goin on

with you gone still upsets me

There are days

Every now and again i pretend

i'm okay but that's not what gets me

What hurts the most

was being so close

Having so much to say

Watching you walk away

Never knowing

what could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what i was trying to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go

But I'm doin' It

It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone

Still Harder

Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret

But I know if I could do it over

would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart

That I left unspoken

What hurts the most

Was being so close

Having so much to say

Watching you walk away

Never knowing

What could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was trying to do

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while

Even though going on with you gone still upsets me

There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok

But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most

Was being so close

Having so much to say

Watching you walk away

Never knowing

What could have been

Not seeing that loving you

Is what I was tryin' to do

What hurts the most

Was being so close

Having so much to say

Watching you walk away

Never knowing

What could have been

Not seeing that loving you

Is what I was tryin' to do