Name: 私が答えたことのない質問 Pt.2｜ゾエラ (Questions I've Never Answered Pt. 2 | Zoella)
Uploaded: 2021-01-14T06:51:01.000Z
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because I've done that before and that's a bloody ball ache!

in today's video I thought it would be nice to- oh God.

It's gonna be one of those videos where the sun comes in and goes away again.

Nooooo, okay its going- no its not. F*ck it.

Not too long ago I did a video called...  Questions I've Never Answered, or something like that,

and you guys loved it, I loved filming it,

erm, and I did say I was gonna do a part two,

First question is from Rebecca, who says,

"Would you still be a YouTuber if it wasn't your job and you didn't get paid for it?"

And the answer to that question is, very simply, yes, I would still be making videos if it wasn't my job and I didn't get paid,

because for a really long time, that is what I did it for.

Erm, I had previous jobs whilst I started doing YouTube, and I was getting paid no money for YouTube at all,

and I still enjoyed it just as much as I enjoy it now, so I know for sure if they took away any chance of making money from views, or...

11 million subscribers, I would still make videos,

The fact that I'm able to make money from it is a huge, huge bonus,

but that's not what drives me to make videos.

Jess said, "If you had gone to uni, what would you have studied?"

This one's a little bit difficult because I was a very lost teen.

I did not know what i wanted to do. There was a lot of areas I enjoyed in school,

and there was a lot of subjected that I liked,

I felt a bit lost because the things I enjoyed were very creative, and...

I didn't feel as though I knew the different pathways I could go

with those creative, kind of, loves of mine.

It was almost like, 'Okay if I like textiles, does that mean I have to be a fashion designer?

If I like photography I have to be a photographer.'

and I guess that could have just been my lack of research,

or possibly just lack of careers advice in school, I'm not really sure.

I've just personally felt very lost being a creative person and not knowing exactly

what I wanted to do within those creative fields.

I did actually go to a couple of interviews for...

I can't actually remember. Maybe it was textiles, I think it was fashion design or something.

and it was actually in the interview that I realised, I didn't want to do fashion design. Basically in the interview they were like,

"Tell us why you would be great here and why you are so passionate about this." And I struggled.

And I was like, I don't really know if I am. I just feel like I've been, like, cornered into this direction,

and that was like the biggest eye opener, because in that interview I realised,

a, uni was not for me, and b, I didn't know what I wanted to do,

which was one of the biggest reasons uni wasn't for me, because I was like,

if I don't know what I wanna do, there's no point going to uni and racking up, like,

a huge student loan that I will need to pay off in the career I have no idea what- what is going to be.

So, to answer your question, Jess, I don't know

if I'd gone to uni what I would have studied, because...

Things I do enjoy are interior design, which I did go on to do an apprenticeship with instead of going to uni.

I dunno! I- It would have definitely been a creative subject.

I just wish I had researched more into different areas of those creative subjects.

Oh no, there's someone at the bloody door!

Channy said, "Do you feel that sometimes you want to live a life without YouTube and fame or otherwise?

The really short answer to this is, yes. Sometimes I would like to live that life,

it's- this is such a strange topic. I was actually talking to my friend about this the other day.

It makes me feel ungrateful. And I can't help that.

And I know there'll be so many people that say,

'Of course you're allowed to have days where you don't enjoy being stopped,'

or 'Of course you're allowed to have days where you wish people didn't turn up at your house and ask for selfies.' And, like,

'Of course you're allowed to feel those things, because you never knew they would happen to you.'

I still hate saying them out of my mouth. I hate...

people thinking I'm ungrateful. Because I am eternally grateful

for everything that has come out of doing this.

But of course, I would be lying if I did not say that sometimes I wish it was slightly different.

I dunno. If I'm having, like, an off day,

and I just wish my life was different for that day, or..

'This is a result of what I do and I wish that didn't happen.'

I would never change anything. I would never change how this journey has happened, or,

amazingly positive, happy experiences, and

things I've been able to do, but of course there are days where...

I don't think anyone would have guessed it.

Because I still vlogged, and if I wasn't vlogging, I was probably in Alfie's vlog because he films every day.

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