I don't blame you for not wanting to stay

Saying things that I don't mean

Not meaning what I say

When it's good, it's so good

When it's bad, it's so bad

Maybe I really have gone mad

What am I supposed to say

When I end up driving everyone away?

'Cause I am on fire

A crying, burning liar

Seeing nothing, nothing, but myself

And I'm the one with the lighter

Every inch of me is charred

God, what happened to my heart?

I'm about to fall apart

Again, again

And you're never coming back

And I'm not okay with that

And I should've never let myself get attached!

Again

Again

Again

Again

Again

Again

Again

Again

Again

Again

Again

Again

Again

Again

Again

Again

What's done is done

And nothing's gonna change

I should be moving on

But I still feel the same

And it's like every day

Is a fight for my life

To get some self-control

And when you've forgotten who I am

It just feels, it just feels

I'm nobody at all

I lost myself hitting the ground

I tried to scream and made no sound

I should have known it was no use

To try and run from

The cycle of abuse

The cycle of abuse

What's done is done

And nothing's gonna change

I should be moving on

But I still feel the same

And it's like every day

Is a fight for my life

To get some self-control

And when you've forgotten who I am

It just feels, it just feels

I'm nobody at all