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scarlett o'hara was not beautiful but men did not realize this when caught by her charm
as the tarleton twins were her eyes were green and her skin was that soft white skin
which southern women valued so highly and covered so carefully from the hot georgia sun
with hats and gloves on that bright april afternoon of 1861
sixteen-year-old scarlet sat in the cool shadows of the house at tara her father's plantation
stewart and brent tarlton sat each side of her they were friendly young men
with deep red brown hair and were clever in the things that mattered in north georgia at that time
growing good cotton riding well shooting straight and behaving like a gentleman
don't you two care about being sent home from the university of georgia for bad behavior scarlett
was saying the war will start soon said brent you didn't think we'd stay in university with
a war going on did you there isn't going to be a war said scarlet looking bored ashley wilkes and
his father told paw just last week that our men in washington will come to an agreement
with mr lincoln about the confederacy anyway the yankees are too frightened of us to fight
and if you say war once more i'll go inside the house and shut the door they looked across the red
earth of gerald o'hara's land which stretched away as far as the eye could see the white house was
like an island sitting in a wild red sea the earth blood colored after the reigns of recent weeks
scarlet you'll promise to dance with us at the party at 12 oaks tomorrow won't you
said brent if you do we'll tell you a secret said stuart what secret asked scarlett
who told you miss pity pat hamilton ashley wilkes's cousin who lives in atlanta
charles and melanie hamilton's aunt said stuart she said that we'll hear news of
a wedding tomorrow night at the party said brent oh i know that said scarlet
disappointed it's about charlie hamilton and honey wilkes everyone knows they'll get married someday
no it's about ashley said stuart he's going to marry charlie's sister miss melanie
scarlet's face did not change but her lips went white like a person who was in the first moments
of shock they weren't going to marry until next year said stuart but with all the talk of war
both families think it will be better if they're married soon he smiled now scarlett you must
promise to eat supper with us at the party of course i will said scarlett automatically
and give us plenty of dances yes she spoke as if in a dream and sit with us at lunch too said brent
what said scarlett oh yes of course the twins were unable to believe their good luck
they talked on about the dance and ashley wilkes and melanie hamilton they laughed and joked
and waited for scarlett to invite them to supper and it was some time before
they realized she was not listening to them scarlett watched the twins ride away
ashley was going to marry melanie hamilton oh it couldn't be true it was all a mistake ashley
was in love with her not melanie mamie came out of the house she was a big old negro who loved ellen
o'hara and her family are the gentleman gone she asked why didn't you ask them to stay to supper
i didn't want to listen to them talking to paw about the war all through supper said scarlet
you just ain't polite miss scarlet said mammy now come into the house before you get
cold i want to watch the sun go down said scarlet i'll sit here until paul comes home
just fetch me a light coat mammy mammy went back into the house and scarlett made a sudden decision
i'll go and meet paw she thought he'll be coming back from 12 oaks soon and he'll know about ashley
as a child scarlett had not given ashley wilkes a single thought but two years ago
he had arrived home after touring europe riding up to tara with the sun so bright on his fair hair
that it shone like silver you've grown up scarlet he had said kissing her hand and from that moment
on she wanted him as simply as she wanted food to eat and horses to ride and a soft bed to sleep in
for two years he took her to dances and suppers
and a week did not go past without ashley calling at tara it was true he never spoke to her of love
and his clear gray eyes never burned with that hot light scarlet knew so well in other men but
she was sure that he loved her she saw him looking at her sometimes in that sad strange way of his
scarlet heard the sound of gerald o'hara's horse and saw him coming across the fields at full speed
gerald was 60 years old a small man with silver white hair
and hard little blue eyes he was surprised to see her how is everyone at 12 oaks she asked him
they're all talking about the war he said and uh did they speak about the party scarlett
asked quickly yes i think they did said gerald miss melanie hamilton and her brother charles
have come from atlanta and oh so she did come scarlett's heart became heavy was ashley there too
yes he was gerald looked closely at his daughter that's why you came to meet me isn't it
why didn't you say so before now what's all this about you and ashley there's nothing pa
she said has he asked to marry you no said scarlet quietly and he won't said gerald
john wilkes says that ashley is to marry miss melanie they'll tell everyone tomorrow
a pain cut across scarlet's heart and she found it hard to breathe her father watched her
and looked uncomfortable if you run after a man who's not in love with you
no said scarlet you're lying said gerald then went on in a kind way
there are lots of other young men scarlet i want you to be happy and you wouldn't be happy with him
oh i would i would the wilks are different from other people said gerald they marry their cousins
and keep their strangeness in the family look how they read books and go to boston and new york to
see paintings and hear music nobody rides a horse better than ashley said scarlett oh yes ashley
can ride and drink with the best of men but he cares nothing about those things said gerald
now listen there are other fine boys to marry scarlet and when i'm gone i'll leave tara to you
and i don't want tara cried scarlet angrily plantations don't mean anything when she
was going to say when you don't have the man you want but gerald shout stopped her
not mean anything land is the only thing in the world that does mean anything he cried
it will come to you scarlet this love of the land it's in your blood and there's no denying it
he held her arm as they walked towards the house
i'll not worry your mother with this enormous you they met ellen o'hara at the door
she was carrying the black bag in which she always kept the medicines she used for the slaves
mammy was with her and did not look pleased mr o'hara ellen said a baby is dying at the slattery
house and mammy and i are going to see what we can do the slatteries shouted gerald those white trash
she is always nursing negroes and white trash who could look after themselves said mammy annoyed
take my place at supper scarlet said ellen touching her daughter's cheek she was a tall woman
with a quiet gentle voice and a warm smile that charmed everyone there was something
magical about her mother's touch thought scarlet and for a moment forgot all about ashley
but later an idea came to her ashley doesn't know i love him she thought he thinks i love brent or
stuart and he's marrying melanie because he thinks he can't have me i must tell him
then we can run off to jonesborough and get married by this time tomorrow night i might be
mrs ashley wilkes early the next morning gerald told his plantation manager jonas wilkerson
to pack his things and leave jonas ellen had discovered was the father of emmy slattery's dead
baby and now ellen would not have him working at tara jonas was a yankee and hated all southerners
and he was angry at losing the best manager's job in the neighborhood
ellen told gerald that she was not going to the party at 12 oaks
i must check jonas's figures in the plantation books she said mammy will stay and help me
so gerald rode on his horse beside the carriage that took scarlett
and her two sisters down the road to 12 oaks scarlett thought about her plans to marry ashley
no one must suspect anything she thought so i'll flirt with every man there from old
frank kennedy to shy charlie hamilton it will be cruel to ashley but it will make him want me more
i don't know why you look so happy this morning said her sister sue ellen looking at scarlet
you know ashley's going to marry melanie said so and i know you love ashley sue ellen that's not
true said karine the youngest of the three it's brent that scarlett cares about
the whole family knew that kareem loved brent tarlton but he never gave her a thought except
to scarlet's baby sister i don't care about brent said scarlett smiling and he doesn't care about me
he's waiting for you to grow up karine went red in the face oh scarlet is he really she said
they went over the hill and saw 12 oaks the house was white and beautiful under the blue sky
lunch was going to be served outside and scarlett saw the tarleton twins with their two brothers
boyd and tom and alex and tony fontaine and the two calvert boys rayford and cade
good everyone is here thought scarlet john wilkes stood on the entrance steps a silver-haired man
with a quiet charm that was as warm as a summer sun next to him was his daughter honey wilkes
his other daughter india was nowhere to be seen and scarlett guessed that she was in the kitchen
giving final orders to the servants poor india thought scarlett
she's been so busy looking after 12 oaks since her mother died that she's had no time to catch
any man except stuart tarleton and it's not my problem if he thinks i'm prettier than her
john wilkes helped scarlet from the carriage and frank kennedy hurried to give a helping hand to
sue ellen who went red but looked delighted frank was 40 with a thin red beard he was nervous with
women and was surprised when scarlett remembering her plan gave him one of her best smiles stuart
and brent tarlton moved towards her and scarlett looked around as she talked and laughed with them
suddenly she noticed a stranger standing alone he looked at least 35 and was tall
and strong with a black mustache scarlett went red as he stared at her with a cool
smile then he turned away as someone called red red butler rhett butler did she know the name
scarlett's thoughts turned to ashley and she forgot about the smiling man i must go and
comb my hair she told stuart and brent you boys wait for me and don't run off with any other girl
as she went up the wide stairs a shy voice behind her called her name
scarlett turned and saw charles hamilton a nice looking boy with soft brown hair
and deep brown eyes she gave him her biggest smile
why charles hamilton you handsome old thing i'm sure you came all the way from atlanta just to
break my poor heart charles almost fainted this was the way girls talk to other boys not to him
now you wait here until i come back said scarlet and don't talk to those other girls
or i'll be very jealous uh i won't he said scarlett saw rhett butler a few feet away
he was smiling again and had a strange look in his eye as he stared at her
scarlett went red again and hurried on up the stairs kathleen calvert was in the bedroom
kathleen said scarlett who is that nasty man butler my dear don't you know whispered kathleen
excitedly he's from charleston but his family won't speak to him really said scarlett why
he took a girl out riding in a carriage one afternoon and they stayed out nearly all night
when they finally arrived home he said that the horse ran away and that they got lost in the
forest and guess what tell me said scarlett hoping for the worst he refused to marry her the next day
oh said scarlet disappointed he said that he did nothing to her but her brother invited him
to fight and mr butler shot him well after that mr butler had to leave charleston did she have a baby
whispered scarlet no said kathleen but no one will ever marry her now
i wish ashley would stay out all night with me thought scarlett he's too much of a gentleman not
to marry me afterwards scarlett sat under a large tree with her lunch on a plate in front of her
but although there were seven handsome young men sitting around her ashley was not one of them
and she was not happy he was sitting on the grass with melanie hamilton talking quietly and
smiling the slow lazy smile that scarlett loved melanie had dark hair and a heart-shaped face
she was small but seemed older than her 17 years scarlett saw fred butler talking to john wilkes he
looked at her and laughed and she had the feeling that this nasty man knew her true feelings about
ashley and was amused it was two o'clock and the sun was warm scarlett was just wondering if india
would suggest that the ladies went into the house when she heard gerald arguing with john wilkes
hope for peace with the yankees gerald was shouting no the south must show that
it's strong and ready for a fight other men joined in the discussion of course we'll fight
yankee thieves one southerner can fight 20 yankees charles hamilton found himself alone with scarlet
as the others moved away miss o'hara he said if i go to fight will you be sorry
scarlett thought men were stupid to think women were interested in these things
but she answered i'll cry into my pillow every night not meaning a word of it
miss o'hara i must tell you something said charles suddenly feeling brave i i love you
i want to marry you scarlett wanted to tell charles he looked silly but said automatically
this is so sudden i don't know what to say
i'll wait forever cried charles scarlet noticed that ashley was now with the group of men
if georgia fights i'll go with her ashley was saying but most of the sadness in the world
was caused by wars and when they were over no one knew what they were about
more arguing burst out after this until rhett butler spoke gentlemen he said can i say a word
there's not one gun factory in the south and not a wool or cotton factory either we haven't
a single warship and the yankees could quickly stop us selling our cotton abroad with a blockade
they have all the things we haven't got gentlemen all we have is cotton and slaves and brave talk
everyone was shocked but scarlett could not help feeling he was right
she had never seen a factory and did not know anyone who had but he's no
gentleman to say these things at a party where everyone is having a good time she thought
it was late afternoon and the ladies were resting in the six great bedrooms at twelve
oaks to be ready for the dance that evening they had their dresses off and most were asleep
scarlett checked that melanie was lying down next to honey wilkes
before she quietly left the room and went down the stairs from a window she saw ashley
drinking and talking with a group of men on a step outside she walked silently across to the library
i'll wait in here until he comes into the house she thought and then i'll call to him
the library was half dark with the curtains closed to keep out the sun across the room
was a sofa with its high back towards her and around the walls were hundreds of books
scarlett left the door open and tried to remember what she was going to say to ashley
perhaps it will help if i pray she thought and closed her eyes scarlet it was ashley's voice
she opened her eyes and saw him looking at her from the doorway
are you hiding from charles or the tarletons he said she pulled him into the room
what is it he said have you got a secret to tell me yes a secret she said i love you he was silent
and there was a worried and confused look in his eyes then he made himself smile and said lightly
you have every other man's heart here today scarlet isn't that enough do you want mine too
well you've always had it he doesn't believe me she thought he thinks i'm just flirting with him
scarlett looked into his eyes ashley tell me you love me my dear she cried
he put his hand across her lips don't say these things but i love you she cried
and i know you love me ashley you do care don't you yes he said quietly i care
and you do want to marry me she said i'm going to marry melanie he replied he took her hands in his
how can i make you understand scarlet love just isn't enough when two people are as different as
we are but you said you cared for me said scarlet i was wrong to say it she began to get angry
you're afraid to marry me she said her voice getting louder you'll marry that stupid little
fool who can only say no and yes ashley's face went white stop he said she pulled away from him
i'll hate you until i die she shouted and she hit him hard across the face
he said nothing but lifted her hand to his lips and kissed it then he was gone
and the memory of the sad and hopeless look on his face would stay with her until the day she died
scarlet began to shake now he'll hate me she thought
every time he looks at me he'll remember me saying all those things she began to feel hot all over
did other people know how she felt about ashley was everyone laughing at her
her hand dropped to a little table next to her and her fingers closed around a pretty glass bowl
she picked it up and threw it wildly across the room it missed the top of the sofa but crashed
against the wall beyond this said a voice from the other side of the sofa is too much
a man had been lying on it but now he stood up it was rhett butler almost fainted sir she said
you are no gentleman to listen to other people's conversations and you miss a no lady
he said but ladies rarely interest me and i cannot understand my dear miss o'hara what
a wild and hot-blooded girl like you can find to like about the handsome but very boring mr wilkes
you aren't good enough to clean his boots she shouted he laughed and you were going to
hate him all your life she wanted to kill him but she walked out of the room
and pulled the heavy door shut behind her with a crash a horse came fast towards the house its
rider low over the animal's back excitement was in every line of the man's face as he jumped down
the other men crowded around him and he spoke quickly suddenly stuart tolton gave a shout
scarlett saw these things through a window as she went quietly back up the stairs
somebody's house must be on fire she thought she went on to the bedroom and was about to open the
door when she heard voices inside scarlet flirted with every man here today honey wilkes was saying
she was certainly going after charles and you know charles and i are going to be married
are you really whispered other voices excitedly yes but don't tell anybody yet said honey
but there's only one person scarlet cares about and that's ashley honey you know that isn't true
said melanie and it's so unkind to say it it is true scarlett took stuart from india and today she
tried to take mr kennedy from sue ellen and ashley scarlet ran back down the stairs i must get home
she thought but when she was on the steps outside she stopped she couldn't go home
she couldn't run away and show them how ashamed she was feeling it would only make things worse
she hated them she hated ashley she hated everyone i'll stay and make them sorry she thought i will
she turned towards the house and saw charles hamilton do you know what's happened
he cried she said nothing only stared at him mr lincoln called for soldiers he said 75 000 of
them of course it will mean fighting miss scarlet but don't you worry it'll be all over in a month
scarlett was only half listening he has plenty of money she was thinking he lives in atlanta and if
i marry him quickly it will show ashley that i don't care that i was only flirting with him
and it will just kill honey she'll never get another man and everyone will laugh at her
and it will hurt melanie because she loves charles so much will you wait for me miss scarlett
charles was saying scarlett made a decision i don't want to wait she said
he held her hand his mouth wide open twice he tried to say something but the words wouldn't come
at last he said can can you possibly love me
she said nothing but looked down at the floor pretending to be shy
charles wanted to shout and sing and kiss her and then to tell everyone that scarlett o'hara
loved him will you marry me soon he said not daring to breathe the sooner the better she said
within two weeks ashley was married to melanie and scarlett was married to charles
two months later she was a widow
charles died from typhoid he never fought a battle he never got close to a yankee soon after scarlett
discovered that she was going to have a baby and she became the mother of charles's son she called
him wade she did not love or want the child and it did not seem possible that he was hers
every time she thought of ashley she cried and went back to her bed and refused to eat
ellen tried to help but failed and then charles's aunt miss pity pat hamilton
wrote asking if scarlett could come to atlanta for a long visit she and melanie wanted very much
to see charlie's dear little baby so scarlett went to atlanta with wade and prissy her young slave
she did not want to go but any change was welcome the war was making atlanta a busy city
trains thundered in and out and the narrow muddy streets were full of army wagons and ambulances
scarlett rode from the railway station in miss pity pat's carriage with uncle peter a tall
thin negro who was aunt pity's old slave she saw a tall handsome woman in a bright colored dress and
with hair so red that it couldn't possibly be the real color who is that uncle peter she whispered
i don't know said uncle peter looking away quickly yes you do who is she bill wattling
he said after a moment miss pity ain't going to like you asking questions about women like that
scarlett was suddenly shocked
she must be a bad woman she thought staring she had never seen a prostitute before
miss pity pat's red brick house was on peachtree road and aunt pity was waiting
excitedly on the front step melanie was with her and scarlett saw the loving smile of welcome
on the little heart-shaped face and felt a rush of dislike this jealous dislike
grew as the days went by and sometimes scarlett had to leave the room when melanie talked about
ashley but atlanta was more interesting than tara and she was busy nursing at the hospital
with mrs mead the doctor's wife and other women all married women in atlanta nursed the soldiers
and most were glad to do it but scarlett was a nurse only because she had to be
melanie is content to stay at home and never go to parties and to wear black for her brother
when she's only 18 years old thought scarlett but she was never popular like me and she doesn't miss
the things i miss and she's got ashley and i haven't got anybody and she began to cry
one afternoon two ladies of the town mrs merryweather and mrs elsing visited aunt
pity the mcclure girls were called to virginia to bring home their brother mrs elsing told them
he was hurt pity we need you and melanie to take their places at the sale tonight said
mrs merryweather oh but we can't go said aunt pity with poor charlie dead only uh don't say can't to
me pity pat hamilton said mrs merryweather we need you to watch the negroes with the food and we need
melanie for the mcclure girls table just remember it's to make money for the cause i think we should
go said scarlett suddenly trying not to look too enthusiastic we must do it for the hospital
they all looked surprised that it was scarlet who offered but mrs merryweather said scarlet's right
you must all come scarlett sat behind a table with melanie at the sale
they were in a large room which was usually full of soldiers learning the business of war
but tonight there were flowers and colored lights around the room and music was playing there would
be dancing soon but already scarlett's feet were secretly moving in time with the music
across the room a tall man dressed in black with a fine white shirt was staring at her
he smiled and she smiled back until she remembered who he was and then her hand
flew to her mouth it was rhett butler and now he was coming over
i did not think you would remember me miss o'hara he said there was laughter in his eyes
and scarlett's face went bright red as she remembered their last meeting
melanie turned at the sound of his voice oh it's mr rhett butler isn't it she said smiling i met
you at 12 oaks he finished for her what are you doing so far from charleston mr butler business
he said i find i must not only bring things into your city but must also stay here to sell them
melanie gave him a delighted smile you must be the famous captain butler we've heard so much about
the blockade runner scarlett what's the matter are you feeling faint
scarlett sat down on a chair of all the people to come here she was thinking why did he have to come
it's quite warm in here rhett was saying can i take you across to a window miss o'hara
no said scarlett so rudely that melanie stared
she's not miss o'hara any longer said melanie smiling in a kind way
she is mrs hamilton and my sister now oh said rhett looking closely at scarlet
and are your husbands here tonight my husband is in virginia said melanie proudly but charles
she could not go on charles is dead said scarlet my dear ladies
said rhett i'm so sorry but to die for once country is to live forever
melanie smiled at him through her tears while scarlett felt herself hating him he doesn't mean
a word she thought melanie forgot about captain butler and scarlet as customers crowded round
her table scarlett sat quietly on her chair wishing that captain butler was back on his ship
has your husband been dead long he asked her yes almost a year and this is the first time
i know it looks strange she said but the mcclure girls couldn't come so melanie and
i came for the cause he finished for her why does he make it sound so cheap thought scarlett
when mrs merryweather spoke of the cause she spoke proudly scarlett wanted to tell him this
but then remembered she was only here because she was tired of sitting at home
he seemed to guess her thoughts because he said would you be here if the confederacy didn't
need you mrs hamilton of course not said scarlett people would think i hadn't loved
and she stopped she could not pretend to him that she had loved charlie not
after the things he had heard in the library at twelve oaks he moved close to her don't worry
he whispered your guilty secret is safe with me how can you say those things she said angrily
but then she looked at him saw the laughter in his eyes and realized he was joking with her
and she found herself laughing too several people near them were shocked to see charles's widow
laughing with a strange man and began to whisper about it dr mead called for everyone to be quiet
gentlemen he said if you want to dance with a lady this evening you must pay for her remember
all the money is for the cause the young girls whispered excitedly while the men
laughed oh if only i could wear an apple green dress and have flowers in my hair
thought scarlett twenty men would fight to dance with me and pay their money to the doctor
rhett butler was watching her suddenly he called out
mrs charles hamilton one hundred and fifty dollars in gold
scarlett was so surprised she could not move everyone looked at her and she saw the doctor
whispered a rhett butler probably telling him that widows could not dance
another one of our young ladies perhaps said dr mead no said rhett mrs hamilton
impossible said the doctor mrs hamilton will not yes i will scarlett heard herself shout she saw
the shocked faces of melanie and the older women she saw the surprised and annoyed faces of the
younger girls but scarlett didn't care she was going to dance again i i'm doing it for the cause
scarlett told rhett and he began to laugh stop laughing everyone is looking at us
do you care if people talk said rhett no but well a nice girl is supposed to care
she changed the subject tell me do you have a lot of money what a rude question mrs hamilton
he laughed but the answer is yes and i'll make a million on the blockade
one can always make money from a war whether one is on the winning side or not
do you think the confederacy will lose yes he said oh well these things bore me said scarlett
captain butler don't hold me so tightly people are looking if no one was looking
would you care he said smiling captain butler she said pretending to be shocked
then added you dance very well for a big man but it will be years and years before i'll dance again
i'll offer more money for you in the next dance he said and the next and the next
oh it's the end of the music said scarlett and here's aunt pity pat coming out of the back room
i suppose mrs merryweather told her her eyes are as big as saucers
i don't care if they talk said scarlett next morning i'm sure i made more money
for the hospital than any girl there what does the money matter cried aunt pity
poor charlie dead only a year and that captain butler is a terrible person scarlet
i can't believe he's all that bad said melanie gently when you think how brave he's been
running the blockade he isn't brave said scarlett he does it for money he doesn't
care about the confederacy and he says we're going to lose but he dances wonderfully
pity pat and melanie were so shocked they could not speak
i'm tired of sitting at home and i'm not going to do it anymore scarlet went on
if they all talked about me last night then it won't matter what they say about me now
melanie put her arm round scarlett you did a brave thing last night she said
and it's going to help the hospital a lot and pity it's been difficult for scarlet and war
times aren't like other times think of all the soldiers who are far from home and without friends
we've been selfish we must have a soldier here to dinner every sunday from now on
the autumn of 1862 went quickly for scarlet with nursing parties and visits to tara
the visits to tara were disappointing because ellen worked from morning
until night and gerald was busy because he could not get a manager to take jonas wilkerson's place
sue ellen was waiting for the war to end so that she could marry frank kennedy and karine dreamed
about brent tarlton so scarlett was never sorry to return from tara to atlanta there were many things
she did not tell ellen but her biggest secret was that rhett butler called at aunt pity pat's house
whenever he was in town scarlett went riding with him in his carriage and he took her to
dances and sales she looked forward to his visits because there was something exciting about him
something different from any other man she knew it's as if i'm in love with him she thought
but i'm not he sat and listened to melanie for hours as she talked about ashley and how proud
she was of him but i only have to say ashley's name and he smiles nastily at me thought scarlett
why are you nicer to melanie than to me she asked him one day i am much prettier than she is
dare i hope that you're jealous he said smiling don't be silly she said another hope gone if i
am nicer to mrs wilkes it's because she is one of the very few kind and unselfish people i know
and although she is still young she is one of the few great ladies i have been lucky enough to meet
don't you think i'm a great lady too said scarlett
my dear i think we agreed when we first met that you were no lady at all
said rhett oh you rude horrible man reminding me of that again she said but he only laughed at her
the older men and women in atlanta did not like rhett but they agreed that he was brave
but when they told him this he replied that he was as frightened as the brave boys who
were fighting this annoyed them because everyone knew there wasn't a cowardly confederate soldier
anywhere he always said our brave boys or our heroes in grey but made it sound like an insult
and when young ladies thanked him for being one of the heroes who fought for them he smiled and said
that he would do the same thing for yankee women if the yankees paid him enough money
at an evening of music at mrs elsing's home rhett was talking with a group of men when
scarlett heard an angry voice arguing with him are you saying sir that the cause for which
our heroes are dying is not sacred all wars are sacred to those who have to fight them
replied rhett in a bored and lazy voice if the people who started wars didn't pretend they were
sacred who would be foolish enough to fight no it's money that wars are really fought about
but few people realize it their ears are too full of fine words from stay-at-home speakers
and before scarlett could reach him he was leaving let him go said mrs elsing holding her arm
he's not one of us he's a snake in the grass who we were foolish enough to invite into our homes
later mrs merryweather rode home in aunt pity's carriage and immediately said what she thought he
insulted us all and the confederacy too she said saying that we were fighting for
money saying that our leaders have lied to us pity you must never let that man into your house again
she turned to scarlet and melanie and i don't want to hear you two girls speaking to him again
melanie what's the matter melanie was white and her eyes were wide open i will speak to him again
she said in a low voice i will not be rude to him i will not tell him to stay away from the house
mrs merriweather's mouth fell open and ant pities did the same uncle peter turned to stare now why
didn't i say that thought scarlet melanie's hands were shaking but she went on quickly
i won't be rude to him because of what he said because it's it's what ashley thinks
melanie hamilton that's a lie said mrs merryweather there was
never a wilkes who was a coward i never said ashley was a coward said melanie
i said he thinks what captain butler thinks and he does but he says it differently
in his letters ashley says we should not be fighting the yankees he says war isn't wonderful
or sacred or any of those things it's just dirty and useless and a terrible waste of men's lives
scarlet said nothing she was shocked to realize anyone as perfect as ashley
could think the same as a man like red butler they both understand what is true about war
she thought but ashley will fight and die for it and rhett won't i think that shows rat is sensible
it was all very confusing in the early part of 1863 the war went well for the confederacy but
on the fourth day of july there was news about hard fighting in pennsylvania near a little town
called gettysburg the news came slowly and fear began to spread across the town mothers prayed
that their boys were not in pennsylvania but those who knew their relations were fighting next to dr
mead's son darcy said they were proud for them to be in the big fight that would win the war
in aunt pity's house the three women looked into each other's eyes with fear
ashley was fighting with darcy people waited outside the newspaper office for news
scarlett melanie and aunt pity came and waited in their carriage
scarlett saw mrs mead with her youngest son phil waiting for news of darcy then the crowd began
to move as rhett butler came through on his horse the first lists will be out soon he said yes look
the side window of the newspaper office opened and a hand came out in it were the lists of the dead
long narrow pieces of paper with the names close together the crowd began to fight for them
and there were shouts of let me through
rhett got off his horse and pushed his way forward his heavy shoulders above the rest of the crowd
then he was back with five or six lists in his hand he gave one to melanie and the others to the
ladies in the carriages near him melanie's hands shook so much that she gave the list to scarlet
who quickly began to read white wilkins win zebulon oh melanie he's not on it he's not on it
melanie began to cry with happiness while scarlett's heart seemed ready to burst
ashley was alive ashley was alive mrs mead sat in her carriage and looked across at melanie
darcy won't need those new boots now she said oh my dear cried melanie and jumped from her carriage
mother you still got me said phil and if you'll just let me i'll go and kill all the yankees no
cried mrs mead phil mead don't talk like that said melanie climbing in with mrs mead drive us home
captain butler can you tell the doctor he's at the hospital
scarlett looked at the list again so many names from atlanta and from all of georgia
calvert fontaine monroe and surely there couldn't be three tarletons but there were tarleton
brandon stewart and thomas and boyd killed the first year somewhere in virginia
all the tarleton boys gone i'm sorry scarlett said rhett many of your friends yes she said oh red
why do there have to be wars why didn't the yankees just pay for the negros
or why didn't we just give them the negros for nothing it isn't about the negroes scarlet
he said they were just the excuse there'll always be wars because men love wars he turned away
now i'm going to find dr mead after losing the battle of gettysburg the tired and much smaller
confederate army were pushed back into virginia for the winter as christmas got closer ashley came
home for a week his father and his sisters honey and india came to atlanta to join him and melanie
scarlett wanted to cry with happiness when she saw him there was something new and strange in
the lines of his sunburned face he was the same handsome ashley but much more
exciting he looked at her and said oh scarlet you pretty pretty thing and kissed her on the cheek
each day she tried to speak to ashley alone but melanie was always with him they all had
questions to ask him about the war but although he told them jokes and funny stories about friends
it seemed to scarlet that he did this to stop them asking the questions he did not want to answer
the week passed quickly and ashley had to return to virginia
he said goodbye to melanie in their room and then scarlett was at last able to see him alone
ashley may i go to the station with you she asked him father and the girls will be there
he said i want to remember you saying goodbye here will you let me do that ashley
i'd do anything for you she said would you he said there's something you can do for me
what is it she asked happily will you look after melanie for me he said
look after melanie she said disappointed she loves you so much he said scarlett when i think
of what might happen to her if i was killed don't say it she said it's bad luck to speak of death
i can't tell what will happen to me or to any of us said ashley but when the end comes if i'm alive
i'll be far away from here too far to look after melanie the the end said scarlett
the end of the war and the end of the world ashley surely you don't think the yankees will win
all this week i've talked lies he said i didn't want to frighten melanie or aunt pity
but yes scarlett i think the yankees will win gettysburg was the beginning of the end
i couldn't live if you were dead she thought wildly
don't repeat what i've said he told her i don't want to frighten the others you're strong
and it will be good to know that you and melanie are together if anything happens to me
you will promise won't you oh yes she cried ready to promise him anything
ashley i can't let you go away i can't be brave about it you must be brave he said he took her
face in his hands and kissed her lightly scarlet scarlet you're so fine and good
and strong so beautiful not just your sweet face my dear but your mind and your body
oh ashley she whispered happily waiting for him to say the three magic words
i love you but they didn't come instead she heard uncle peter with the carriage outside
goodbye ashley said softly kiss me she whispered kiss me goodbye
at the first touch of his lips on hers she threw her arms around his neck and pulled him to her
for a moment he held her close but then quickly pushed her away no scarlet no he said in a low
voice i love you she cried ashley say you love me she looked into his face
and it was the unhappiest face she was ever to see goodbye he said his voice a whisper for the next
two months scarlett was happy she had felt the quickness of ashley's heart when her arms went
round his neck she had seen the look on his face oh he loved her she was sure of this now and could
almost feel sorry for melanie but then in march melanie said that she was going to have a baby
and a sharp pain cut right through scarlet dr mead says it will be here in late august or september
melanie said happily oh scarlet isn't it wonderful dear god thought scarlet a baby ashley's baby oh
how could he when he loves me and not melanie i can't go on living here now i'll go home to tara
and the next morning she got up intending to pack her things but something happened that stopped her
news came that ashley was missing he'd been missing for three days after going on a five-man
search to discover where the yankee army were preparing to fight their next battle
a shocked scarlet was certain that god was punishing her for loving a married man
melanie's face was white and frightened like a child lost in the dark
scarlet she said you're all i've got now oh i know ashley is dead suddenly she was in scarlet's
arms and they were crying and holding each other close at least i've got his baby whispered melanie
and i've got nothing thought scarlett nothing but the look on his face when he said goodbye
the first reports were missing believed killed but they changed to missing believed to be a
prisoner melanie her hopes alive again met every train praying for a letter she refused to obey dr
mead and stay in bed and one afternoon she fainted at the station and rhett butler brought her home
mrs wilkes you're going to have a baby aren't you he said and when she gave an embarrassed nod
he went on then you must take better care of yourself or you'll harm the baby
i'll talk to some people i know in washington if mr wilkes is a prisoner he'll be on a
prisoner's list and if he isn't well there's nothing worse than not knowing but you must
promise me you'll take care of yourself or i won't help oh you're so kind cried melanie
a month later rhett brought news that ashley was not dead but at rock island
a cruel and terrible prison in illinois where many men would die before the end of the war
he had a chance to get out but refused it said red the yankees need men to fight the indians in
the west and any prisoner who will join the yankee army and fight the indians for two years can get
out of prison why didn't he do that cried scarlet why didn't he join and then run away and come home
as soon as he got out melanie became angry how can you suggest that i'd prefer to know he was dead at
rock island and he was no longer a confederate but a yankee soldier of course he refused
when scarlett was alone with rhett she asked wouldn't you join the yankees to
get out of that place and then run away of course said rhett with a cold smile
then why didn't ashley said scarlett he's a gentleman said rhett meaning ashley was a fool
that summer for the first time since the war began the people of atlanta heard the sound of battle
the yankees were getting closer many old men like john wilkes and young boys like phil mead
were sent to guard the bridges at chattahoochee river at the back of the main confederate army
then on a hot july afternoon after a terrible battle at peachtree creek a stream of confederate
soldiers began to arrive in atlanta some were covered in blood others helped those
who couldn't walk to get to the hospitals within days the yankees were on three sides of atlanta
and the railway to tennessee was under yankee control only one railway to the south to macon
was still open but if they could hold it atlanta could stand against the yankees
but when shells began to fall in the streets women children and old people began leaving the city
mrs l singh and mrs merryweather refused to leave they were needed at the hospital they said proudly
and no yankee was going to run them out of their homes mrs mead also refused phil
was fighting not far away and she wanted to be near aunt pity was among the first to leave
she went to macon to stay with a cousin you girls should come with me she said
but scarlett did not lie can't pity's cousin i'll go to tara and melanie can go to macon with you
she said scarlett don't leave me cried melanie i'll die if you aren't with me when the baby comes
you promised ashley that you'd take care of me he told me he was going to ask you
i'll keep my promise scarlett said tiredly but i won't go to macon i'll go home to tara
and you can come with me but dr mead stopped melanie going to macon ortara
you cannot travel he said it might be dangerous miss pity you go to macon and
leave the young ladies here miss melanie you must stay in bed until the baby comes
he spoke privately to scarlet she is going to have a difficult time he said you must stay with her
until the baby comes with these shells falling it may be at any time
so aunt pity went to macon taking uncle peter with her
and scarlett and melanie were left alone in atlanta with wade and prissy
those first days scarlett would not go into the streets every time she heard the scream of a shell
coming she rushed to melanie's room and threw herself on the bed and the two of them hid their
heads in the pillow prissy and wade hid under a table downstairs wade crying and prissy screaming
i'd rather let melanie die than go out and find the doctor when the shells are falling
thought scarlet but prissy calms scarlett's fears don't you worry miss scarlet i know
all about delivering babies she said ain't my mother told me all about it just leave it to me
at the end of july scarlett received a letter from gerald telling her that kareem was ill
with typhoid and that scarlet must not come home that night she sat outside the house
and thought of tara life there would never be the same she would never again hear the wild happy
voices of the tarleton boys or the monroe boys or little joe fontaine or the front gate opened
and she quickly brushed tears from her face before looking up it was rhett butler so
you didn't go to macon he said why did you stay to be with melanie she well she can't go just now
is mrs wilkes still here he said he lit a cigar and you stayed with her
how strange i see nothing strange about it she said uncomfortably
you think mrs wilkes is silly and stupid he said so why do you stay when there are yankee shells
falling all around because she's charlie's sister and and like a sister to me said scarlett her
cheeks getting hot you mean because she's ashley wilkes's widow said rhett scarlett became angry
she liked to think she was a mystery to men but rhett could see through her like glass
he took her hand in his how lucky to find you alone he said
and something in his voice made her face go hot again he's going to tell me he loves me
she thought then i can tell him he's wasting his time and he'll feel a fool
he kissed her hand and something electric passed through her whole body as his warm mouth touched
her skin i'm not in love with him she told herself i'm in love with ashley scarlett you do like me
don't you he said well sometimes she said could you ever love me i've got him
she thought and answered in a cool voice certainly not not until you behave like a real gentleman
and i don't intend to do that he said so you don't love me good because although i like you scarlett
i don't love you and i didn't want to be the second man not to return your love my dear
you you don't love me she said did you hope that i did i'm sorry but i do like you a lot
i know you still think lovingly of the wooden-headed mr wilkes
who has probably been dead these last six months but there must be room in your heart for me too
scarlett i want you more than i've ever wanted any woman scarlett was surprised
and confused are you asking me to marry you she said he dropped her hand and laughed loudly
no i'm not a marrying man didn't i tell you that but but what oh my dear he said quietly
i'm asking you to be my lover love her scarlett felt shock and disappointment at the same time
get out she cried get out and don't ever come back i'll i'll tell my father and he'll kill you
she watched him smile he was not ashamed he was amused she ran into the house
and tried to crash the door shut behind her but it was too heavy may i help you he asked
and he crashed it shut for her as she ran upstairs as the hot noisy days of august
came to an end the shelling stopped then worrying news came from the south
the yankees were trying to take the railway at jonesboro and tara was close to the fighting
eventually a soldier came to say that the confederate army had pushed the yankees
back but the railway was damaged and it would be some time before trains could travel again
he brought scarlet a letter from her father after meeting him in jonesborough
and was able to tell her that the yankees hadn't got tatara but what was pa doing in jonesborough
she asked the soldier looked nervous he he was looking for an army doctor to go to tara with him
he said scarlet opened her father's letter and began to read dear daughter
your mother and both girls have typhoid and are very ill but we must hope for the best
when your mother went to her bed she told me to write and say that you must not come home
and put yourself and wade in danger too she sends her love and asks you to pray for her
for the next week scarlett waited nervously for more news but none came no one knew where
the confederates were or what the yankees were doing she had seen enough typhoid in the atlanta
hospitals to know that a week was a long time with that terrible illness and she wanted to be at home
why doesn't this baby come she thought
the last day of august arrived and with it came rumors of a big battle south of atlanta
people waited for news if the yankees won the macon railway they would soon be in atlanta
on the first of september scarlet woke to hear a sound like distant thunder rain coming she thought
at first then she went to the window no not rain guns and from the south there lay jonesborough
tara and her mother scarlett went to melanie's room melanie was in bed her eyes closed and with
dark circles around them she looked worse than any sick person scarlett had ever seen then her eyes
opened and a soft warm smile lit her face scarlett she said there's something i want to ask you
scarlett sat down on the bed and melanie held her hand sorry about the guns dear said melanie
they're towards jonesborough aren't they i know how worried you are you
could be at home if it weren't for me couldn't you yes said scarlett rudely
you're so good to me and i love you for it if i die i want you to take my baby will you do that
scarlett pulled her hand away frightened don't be silly melanie she said you're not going to die
promise me scarlet then i won't be afraid said melanie i'm sure my baby will come today
oh all right i promise said scarlett why do you think it will come today
i've been having pains i'll send prissy for dr mead said scarlett no you know how busy he is
just send for mrs mead scarlett sent prissy for mrs mead and after a long time
the little black girl returned alone she wasn't there said prissy she got news that mr phil was
shot and she went with a carriage to fetch him home scarlett stared wanting to shake her
well don't just stand there go and fetch mrs merryweather she ain't there
said prissy i stopped on my way home but the house was shut up she's probably at the hospital
scarlett thought for a moment go to mrs elsing and explain everything she said ask her to come
and hurry she went back to melanie's room where melanie was lying on her side
her face white mrs mead is at the hospital lied scarlet she didn't want to worry melanie by
telling her about phil getting shot but mrs elsing is coming it was an hour before prissy came back
walking slowly along the road scarlett hurried out to meet her mrs l singh is over at the hospital
said prissy a lot of soldiers came in on the early train most of them hurt bad
you must go to the hospital said scarlet i'll give you a letter for dr mead but if he isn't there
give it to one of the other doctors and hurry back this time
minutes later prissy went off with a letter and scarlett went back upstairs melanie asked
no questions but her face was full of pain an hour passed and then another afternoon came
and melanie's pains were worse where was prissy why didn't she come scarlett went to the window
had the sound of the guns died away or was it her imagination
then she saw prissy running down the street fear written all over her little black face
scarlett quickly moved from the window i'll get some cooler water she told melanie
she got downstairs as prissy came in they're fighting at jonesborough miss scarlet they say
we're losing the war where's dr mead where is he coming said scarlet he ain't at the hospital
mrs merriweather and mrs elson ain't there either a man told me the doctor was down at the railway
station with the soldiers from jonesboro but miss scarlett i was too frightened to go down there
people are dying down there and i'm frightened of dead people what about the other doctors
asked scarlet miss garnet i couldn't get them to read your letter said prissy they're working in
the hospital like they're all crazy don't worry me about babies when we've got men dying here
one of them shouted at me listen said scarlet i'll get dr mead and you sit with miss melanie
don't tell her where the fighting is and don't tell her that the other doctors won't come do you
hear scarlet hurried out of the house and into the hot sun a soldier came riding past and she
stopped him are the yankees coming she asked him yes miss he said the army are leaving atlanta soon
scarlett began to run people rushed past her as she pushed her way through the crowd
and on towards the station but as she went round the side of the atlanta hotel she stopped there
lying on the ground under the heat of the sun were hundreds and hundreds of men some were
screaming with pain there was blood everywhere and the smell of unwashed bodies came to meet her
she put a hand across her mouth and nose then she lifted her skirts and stepped over dead men
and men with blood on their uniforms and men making sounds which had to mean water water
dr mead cried scarlett is dr mead here a man looked up
it was the doctor his shirt and trousers were red with blood and his face was gray with tiredness
thank god you're here he said to scarlet i can use every pair of hands quickly come here she went to
him as fast as she could across the rows of bodies doctor you must come melanie is having her baby
baby thundered the doctor are you crazy i can't leave these men get some woman to help you
get my wife she started to tell him why mrs mead could not come then stopped she could not tell him
his son was hurt doctor please she cried please come he looked at her the yankees are coming and
the army is moving out of town i don't know what they'll do with these men there aren't any trains
the makin line is under yankee control listen i can't promise scarlet but i'll try
scarlett went back through the rows of men on the streets beyond the atlanta
hotel soldiers were moving out of the city there seemed to be thousands of them wagons
went past throwing up clouds of dust there were drunken women with painted faces among the crowd
scarlett saw belle wattling and heard her drunken laugh as she held onto a one-armed soldier
scarlett began to run again when she got back to the house wade was waiting outside wade
hungry he cried be quiet said scarlett go and play in the back garden she looked up and saw
prissy at the bedroom window scarlett waved at her to come down then went into the house
prissy came down the stairs three at a time
the doctors can't come said scarlett you've got to deliver the baby and i'll help you
prissy's mouth fell open what's the matter said scarlet ah miss scarlet i don't know nothing
about delivering babies said prissy looking at the floor scarlett took prissy's arm and squeezed it
you black liar what do you mean you said you knew everything about i was lying miss scarlet
cried prissy scarlett had never hit a slave in all her life but she hit prissy's black
cheek as hard as she could prissy screamed loudly and tried to pull away
scarlett is it you melanie's weak voice came from upstairs please come please
scarlett tried to remember what mammy and ellen did when wade was born
build a fire and make sure there's plenty of water she told prissy bring all the towels you can find
and some string and a pair of scissors quickly
she pushed prissy towards the kitchen then took a deep breath before going upstairs
there was never an afternoon as long as this one or as hot scarlett pulled the bedroom
curtains across to keep out the sun melanie tried to be brave but when evening came she
began calling for ashley over and over until scarlett wanted to cover her face with a pillow
perhaps the doctor will come after all thought scarlett and she told prissy to go to the mede's
house and see if he or mrs mead were there percy went but came back soon after alone
the doctor ain't been home all day she reported and miss scarlett mr phil is dead he was shot
i didn't see mrs mead because she was getting his body ready for all right said scarlet quickly
melanie opened her eyes and whispered are the yankees coming no said scarlet prissy's a liar
yes miss i am agreed prissy the yankees are coming whispered melanie guessing correctly
my poor baby scarlet you mustn't stay here you know i won't leave you said scarlet
why not said melanie i'm going to die anyway scarlett came down the dark stairs slowly
like an old woman she went outside and sat on the front step it was all over melanie was not dead
and prissy was giving the small baby boy his first bath while melanie was asleep
the night air was cool and fresh on her face and arms more soldiers were leaving
the city passing by the house although she could not see them clearly in the darkness
what could she do where could she turn for help scarlett remembered rhett he was strong and clever
and he wasn't afraid of the yankees and he had a horse and carriage too
she called prissy captain butler lives at the atlanta hotel
she said go there quickly and tell him about the baby tell him that i want him to get us
out of here suppose captain butler ain't at the hotel said prissy go to the bar
rooms go to bell watling's house said scarlet just find him or the yankees will get us all
scarlet went back into the house and waited after some time she saw that the sky was becoming pink
over the east of the city then a large flame shot high into the darkness
the yankees are burning the city she thought moments later prissy ran into the room
the yankees scarlet began no it's our men said prissy they're burning the gun factory and
what the army left we're all going to burn up did you see captain butler said scarlett
yes i saw him and i says come quick captain butler and bring your horse in carriage and he says they
took his horse but he'll steal another one he's coming he's going to bring a horse so he says
scarlet began to feel better she would forgive rhett anything if he got them out of this mess
wake up wade and dress him she told prissy then pack some clothes for all of us don't tell miss
melanie we're going not yet but put two thick towels around the baby and pack his clothes too
it seemed hours before rhett finally came with a wagon he was dressed as if he was going dancing
in a white coat and trousers he carried two guns and his pockets were full of bullets good evening
he said smiling and taking off his hat fine weather we're having i hear you're going on a trip
if you make any jokes i'll never speak to you again said scarlett her voice shaking
you're frightened he pretended to be surprised
yes i am and if you had any sense you'd be frightened too she said we must get out of here
and where are you going he asked politely i'm going home she said you mean tatara he said
scarlett are you mad the yankees may be all over tara by now you can't go right through the yankee
army i will go home she cried tears running down her cheeks suddenly she was in his arms his hand
smoothed her hair gently and when he spoke his voice was gentle too don't cry
my brave little girl he said i'll take you home rhett turned west along the narrow street
and the wheel of the wagon hit a stone so hard that melanie cried out in the back of the wagon
wade and prissy were next to her with the new baby scarlet was in the front next to red
must we go through the fire she asked him not if we hurry he said
he stopped the horse suddenly soldiers he said long lines of confederate soldiers walked through
marietta street too tired to care about the burning buildings around them many had no
shoes and their uniforms were torn and dirty they went past silently like ghosts take a good look
said red so you can tell your grandchildren that you saw the last soldiers of the sacred cause
suddenly she hated him for insulting these broken men she thought of charles of ashley who might be
dead and all those brave young boys now dead she forgot that she had once thought they were fools
rhett watched the soldiers with a strange and thoughtful look on his face then there was a crash
of falling wood and scarlet saw a thin flame above the building next to them red hurry she shouted
they went quickly from one narrow street to another until the sound of the flames died
behind them rhett did not speak his face looked cold and hard as if he'd forgotten where he was
scarlett wanted him to say something anything but he only sat and stared at the dark road ahead
oh rhett she said i'm so glad you aren't in the army
at this he turned his head and she saw in his eyes how angry and confused he was
after that she said nothing at last they were on a wider smoother road we're out of the city said rat
do you still want to do this crazy thing the yankee army are between you and tara
yes she said please rhett let's hurry you can't go to jonesborough down this road
he said they've been fighting up and down there all day do you know any wagon paths oh yes
cried scarlett i know a wagon path pawn i used to ride it it comes out only a mile from tara good
said red maybe the yankees aren't there yet maybe you can get through if i can get through
aren't you going to take us no he said i'm leaving you here leaving us she said wildly
where are you going i'm going with the army he said red stop joking i'm not joking my dear
he said smiling think how delighted our soldiers will be at my last minute appearance
oh rhett she cried why are you going he laughed perhaps because i'm a southerner
and i'm ashamed who knows you should die of shame leaving us alone and helpless scarlet
anyone as selfish and strong minded as you is never helpless god help the yankees if they get
you he stepped down from the wagon then he put his hands up caught her under the arms and
brought her to the ground next to him he took her several steps away from the wagon i'm not asking
you to understand or forgive he said i'll never understand or forgive myself for this foolishness
but the south needs every man so i'm off to the wars his warm strong hands moved upper arms
i do love you scarlett although i told you i didn't do you want to change your mind about
what i suggested before a soldier would go to his death with beautiful memories
he was kissing her now with slow hot lips charles had never kissed her like this
the kisses of the tarleton and calvert boys never made her go hot and cold like this
a voice came from the wagon it was wade's wade frightened
and suddenly scarlett remembered that she was frightened too and that rhett
was leaving her and on top of it all he was insulting her with his shocking suggestions
she pulled herself away from him you coward she screamed you nasty horrible thing and she hit him
across the mouth with all her strength he put a hand to his face i see he said quietly go on cried
scarlet i don't want to see you ever again i hope a shell lands right on you i hope it blows you
into a million pieces i hope never mind the rest said rat smiling i understand your general idea
he walked back to the wagon mrs wilkes prissy's frightened voice answered from the wagon
this melanie fainted a long way back captain butler that's probably best he said if she was
awake i doubt that she could live through all the pain take good care of her prissy he turned round
goodbye scarlett scarlet knew he was looking at her but she did not speak
she saw his big shoulders moving in the dark then he was gone she came slowly back to the wagon
her knees shaking she put her head against the neck of the horse
and cried many times on that journey scarlett heard soldiers coming and had to hide the wagon in
fields among the trees then wait while the men went past like ghosts in the darkness
she lost her way and cried when she could not find the little wagon path she knew so well
but a few miles after she found it the horse dropped to its knees too tired to go any further
scarlett climbed into the back of the wagon heard melanie whisper scarlet
can i have some water please and heard herself answer there isn't any before she went to sleep
when she woke the sun was pouring through the trees and everything was silent she sat up and
looked round quickly but there were no soldiers anywhere in the wagon melanie lay so still and
white that at first scarlett thought she must be dead but then she saw melanie's shallow breathing
they were under some trees in someone's front garden scarlet noticed it's the mallory place
she thought excited at the thought of friends and help but the stillness of death lay over the
plantation and when she looked towards the house there were only some smoke blackened stones left
is this what tara will be like she thought
she woke prissy then looked over and saw that melanie's eyes were open
scarlett found some apples under the trees then got some water from a stream near the house
they all had a drink then scarlett gave the rest of the water to the horse
the animal was on its feet again but it was very old she saw now
they were 15 miles from tara but the horse moved so slowly it took all day to travel there
every empty burned-out house they passed frightened scarlet more there were dead men and
dead horses lying by the road and the fields and trees seemed full of ghosts in the afternoon sun
there was a sudden noise and prissy screamed loudly but it was only a cow
coming from behind some trees the animal looked at them with large frightened eyes
she needs milken said prissy it must be one of mr mcintosh's that the yankees didn't get
said scarlet we'll take it with us then we can have some milk for the baby
it was evening when they reached the top of a hill and went down through the line of trees that led
to tara was it there or was the darkness hiding just a few smoke blackened stones like the
macintosh place but no tara had escaped it was there the white wall showed through the darkness
then scarlett saw a shadow come from inside the house someone was home
a shout of delight started in her throat
but died there the shadow did not move or called to her but stiffly and slowly came down the steps
she whispered it's me scarlett i've come home her father looked at her daughter he said
daughter he's an old man thought scarlet shocked a baby's cry came from the wagon and gerald looked
across it's melanie and her baby whispered scarlet she's very ill i brought her home
gerald went to the wagon straightening his shoulders cousin melanie he said
twelve oaks is burned you must stay with us we must carry her said scarlett she can't walk
another person came from the house it was pork gerald's personal slave he ran down the steps
this scarlet scarlet caught him by the arms and felt his tears on her hands as he held them
glad glad you're back he cried it was pork who carried melanie indoors prissy took the baby wade
followed them up the steps into the house scarlett caught her father's arm before he could follow two
did they get well paw she said the girls are getting better he said your mother
yes your mother died yesterday said gerald
gerald said it over and over again as he followed scarlet around the house she died yesterday
she died yesterday scarlett felt nothing except a great tiredness she would think of mother later
or she would simply cry and cry later when she was alone with her father she asked
why didn't the yankees burn tara they used the house for offices said gerald yankees in this
house the thought made her feel sick they were daughter said gerald we saw the smoke from twelve
oaks before they came but miss honey and miss india were in macon so we didn't worry about them
we couldn't go to macon the girls were so sick we were a mother we couldn't go
our negroes ran away they stole the wagons and the horses only mammy dilsi and pork stayed
the yankees came up the road from the river and i met them at the front door
oh brave little gerald thought scarlet they told me to leave went on gerald they told me they were
going to burn the place i told them that we had typhoid in the house and they would burn it over
the heads of three dying women the young officer was was a gentleman a yankee gentleman paw a
gentleman said gerald he rode away and came back with an army doctor who looked at the girls
and your mother you let a yankee into their room he had medicine
and we had none he saved your sisters said gerald they didn't burn the house they moved in the
officers filled all the rooms except the sick room and the soldiers lived in tents around the place
they killed the cows the chickens and the pigs they took the pictures and some of the furniture
and in mother did she know yankees were in the house she never knew anything thank
god said scarlet and then they moved on he was silent for a long time and then he held her hand
i'm glad you're home he said simply after gerald went to bed scarlett went to the room where karine
and sue ellen were sleeping mammy was there watching them her eyes lit up when she saw scarlet
my child is home mammy said softly oh miss scarlett now that miss helen is dead what
are we going to do scarlett sat down next to the bed i want you to tell me about mother she said
i just couldn't ask paw about her tears came from mammy's eyes it was those slattery trash
that killed miss ellen i told her and told her not to slatteries scarlett was confused
emmy slattery was sick with typhoid and miss ellen went to nurser said mammy
i told her to leave those white trash alone but she didn't listen then when emmy was getting
better miss karine went down with typhoid and then miss sue ellen so miss ellen had to nurse them too
with all the fighting up the road and the yankees across the river and the field negroes
running off every night i was nearly crazy with worry but miss allen was cool and calm
except that she worried because we couldn't get medicines and then she went down with typhoid too
mammy dried her tears before she went on
miss ellen went fast miss scarlet even that nice yankee doctor couldn't do anything for her
she died a few nights after the cotton burned has the cotton gone said scarlet
tell me yes miss scarlett the yankees burned it three years cotton thought scarlet 150 000
in one big fire next morning when scarlet went down to breakfast gerald was sitting at the table
as scarlett sat down he said we will wait for mrs o'hara she is late scarlett stared at him
he was looking at her in a strange and confused way and his hands were shaking
has paw lost his mind thought scarlett no he'll get better he must get better i won't think about
it now i won't think of him or mother or any of these awful things she left the room without
eating pork was outside the house have you been over to twelve oaks or the macintosh place to
see if there's anything left in the gardens that we can eat scarlet asked him no miss said pork
we ain't left tara you go to mcintosh and i'll go to twelve oaks she said
the road was hot and dusty but she was hungry and they needed food from somewhere
at the bottom of the hill was the river and scarlet took off her shoes
and put her feet into the cool water before going on to twelve oaks
it was burned down and just a few blackened stones were left of the house
where she had danced and flirted with the men and dreamed her dreams of marrying ashley
oh ashley i hope you are dead she thought i don't want you to see this
she walked to the garden and found some potatoes in the soft earth
without stopping to clean it scarlett picked up a potato and began to eat but it was old
and the taste was bitter and scarlet was sick almost immediately then she lay down her face
against the earth and thought of the people who were dead the way of life that had gone forever
and the dark and frightening future but the past was the past scarlet told herself sitting up
those lazy happy old days were gone never to return there was no going back
i'm going to live through this she said aloud and when it's over i'm never going to be hungry again
if i have to steal or kill as god is my witness i'm never going to be hungry again
after two weeks she knew that her father would never get any better
he would always be waiting for ellen always listening for her
when scarlett asked him for advice his only answer was do what you think best daughter
one morning she was at the open window of her bedroom
she had heard her foot and was sitting in a chair melanie was in her room with the children karine
and sue ellen were in their room and gerald mammy pork and dilsi were in the fields
scarlett was wondering how they were going to buy food the only money in the house was confederate
money and that had almost no value now and if i can get my hands on some money she thought
how can we carry food from jonesboro to tara the old horse that brought them from atlanta had died
it was while she was worrying that she heard the sound of a horse she looked up quickly and
saw a yankee soldier he was a rough looking man with an untidy black beard and a gun
and he was getting off his horse outside the front door scarlett heard him come into the
house and walk through the rooms downstairs in a moment she thought he'll walk into the kitchen
there cooking over the fire in two large pots or apples and vegetables brought painfully from
twelve oaks and the macintosh garden dinner for nine hungry people but only really enough for two
the thought of the yankee eating their meal made scarlett so angry that she began to
shake she went to the cupboard and took out the heavy gun which charles had never used
then quickly and silently she ran downstairs holding it behind her who's there he shouted
and she stopped in the middle of the stairs he was standing in the doorway of the dining room
his gun in one hand so there is somebody home he said smiling and putting his gun away
he walked across until he was standing below her all alone little lady
he said before he could move again scarlett lifted her gun and shot him in the face
the noise filled her ears and the man crashed backwards onto the floor
scarlett ran down and stood over him looking into what was left of his face
as she looked two streams of blood ran across the floor one from his face
and one from the back of his head he was dead she had killed a man murder she thought
i've done murder oh this can't be happening to me a sound behind her made scarlet turn round
melanie wearing only a night dress was coming down the stairs she saw the dead yankee then
smiled proudly at scarlet she she's like me thought scarlett she would do the same thing
scarlett scarlet cried the frightened voices of her sisters then wade began to scream
melanie climbed back up the stairs and opened the door of the girl's room
don't be frightened she said laughing your sister was trying to clean charles's gun
and it went off and nearly frightened her to death wade your mother just shot your dear
paws gun when you get older she'll let you shoot it too what a cool liar thought scarlett
i couldn't think that quickly but why did she lie they've got to know i've done it
melanie came back downstairs although she was weak and in pain scarlet we must get him out
of here she said he may not be alone and if more soldiers come and find him he must be alone said
scarlett i didn't see any others from the upstairs window well no one must know about it said melanie
the negros might talk and then they'll come and get you we must hide him before they come back
i could dig a hole in the corner of the garden and put him in it said scarlet but how will i
get him there we'll each take a leg and pull him said melanie you couldn't pull a cat
you'll kill yourself all right said melanie you pull him out and i'll clean up the mess
but can't we go through his bag in his pockets first he might have something to eat
scarlett found a wallet inside his coat it was full of money united states money as well as
confederate money and one ten dollar gold coin and two five dollar gold coins melanie found some
coffee in the bag and there were rings and other small pieces of jewelry in his pockets
a thief whispered melanie he stole all this i'm glad you killed him scarlett
no one asked where the horse came from they were just pleased to have him the yankee lay covered
in the hole in the corner of the garden no ghost came to frighten scarlet during the long nights
when she lay awake afterwards i won't think about it she said to herself
but whenever she had to do something difficult after this she thought i've done murder
so i can do this by may 1865 the war was over and the confederacy had lost
the dream they had loved and hoped for the cause which took the lives of their friends was finished
but scarlett cried no tears she simply thought thank god now the cow won't be stolen now the
horse is safe now i won't be afraid to drive round the country looking for something to eat
and if ashley is alive he'll be coming home
in that warm summer after peace came a stream of confederate soldiers came through tara
on their way home most were walking although a few lucky ones had a horse
they asked each soldier for news of ashley and sue ellen asked about mr kennedy but none of them knew
anything then one afternoon uncle peter surprised them all by arriving from atlanta
he came on an old horse and brought news of aunt pity who wanted melanie
and scarlett to come back to live with her again he also brought a letter from ashley
he's coming home uncle peter told them he's alive melanie fainted
but scarlett took the letter and opened it quickly she recognized ashley's writing
my love i am coming home to you tears filled her eyes so that she could not read anymore holding
the letter she ran to her mother's room while the others tried to help melanie she shut the door
then crying and laughing and kissing the letter she whispered my love i am coming home to you
when weeks went by and ashley did not come scarlett began to worry that something had
happened to him along the way the never-ending line of soldiers went through and scarlett's
heart began to grow hard they were eating the food which was meant for the mouths of tara
food was hard to get and the money in the yankees wallet would not last forever
will bentine was a soldier who was very ill when he arrived
one of his legs finished at the knee and a roughly cut wooden leg was fitted to it he looked like
a poor farmer not a plantation owner but this did not stop the girls working to save his life
then one day he opened his light blue eyes and saw kareen sitting beside him then you weren't
a dream after all he said will had owned a small farm in georgia and two negroes
he knew that his slaves were free now and that his farm was burned
but these things did not seem to worry him you've been good to me miss scarlet he said
and if you let me i'm going to stay here and help you with all the work until i've
paid you back i can't ever pay at all because there's no price a man can pay for his life
so he stayed and slowly and quietly a large part of the work and worry of tara
passed from scarlet to him it was a warm september afternoon
and will was sitting on the front steps of tara talking to scarlet melanie came out to join them
although she did her share of the work at tara she was thin and never completely well
will was talking about his trip to fayetteville that morning
when he looked along the road leading to tara another soldier he said
scarlett looked and saw a man with a beard wearing the usual gray and blue uniform which was
dusty and torn i hope he isn't very hungry she said he'll be hungry said will melanie stood up
i'll tell dilsita she stopped so suddenly that scarlett turned to look at her melanie's hand was
at her throat and her face was white she's going to faint thought scarlett jumping to her feet
but melanie was running down the steps her arms stretching out towards the soldier
and then scarlett knew the truth the man lifted his face and looked towards the house
as if he was too tired to take another step melanie crying out threw herself
into his arms scarlett took two steps forward but will stopped her don't spoil it he said quietly
let me go you fool let me go it's ashley will held her he's her husband andy he said calmly scarlet
looked at him angrily and in the quiet kindness of his eyes she saw understanding and pity