Thehairjen, I thinkwelandedon a ponytail, correct?
Havingthetimeofmylifewiththishaircolor.
I know.
So, I justdyedmyhairandweputintheseextralongextensionsjustfortonightthat I'm loving, I feellike a mermaidformyskincare.
I'vealwaysreallyfoundthatlessismore.
I thinkifanything I lovedoinglikehydratingmaskorlike a treatmentmask, eitherthedaybeforeorthemorningofdependingontiming, butotherwise, like I drinktonsofwaterallday.
I justwanttofeelreallyhydratedif I havetheopportunityforsomethinglikethistohavelike a chilldayjusttofeellikeyou'reenergized.
I'm naturally a sleepygirl, so a nightlikethisisfewandfarbetween, butwhentheycome, I reallyhavetopreparemyselfbecausemyfriendsgethypedthat I'm comingoutbecause I neverdoand I justdon't wanttodisappoint, so I reallyhavetolikementallyemotionallyandphysicallypreparemyself.
There's definitelytonsbehindthescenesthatpeopledon't seeandinternalstrugglesthatpeoplegothroughbeforetheystepoutinto a publicsettingorinto a reallyniceatmosphere.
So I definitelylookatsituationsandpeopledifferentlyandwereallydon't knowwhatpeoplearelikestrugglingwith, evenifitisbeforeaneventlikethis, I knowthat a lotofpeople, mostpeopledon't gettogotoourexperience, butevenifitisjustbefore a birthdayparty, a barmitzvahgoingoutwithyourfriendsor a weddingorwhateveritislikepeoplestrugglewithinsecuritiesalldaylongand I knowthat I'vebeentherebeforewhere I haven't feltthemostconfidentbecause I wassufferingfrombreakoutsorwhateveritwas.
So I really, I dolookatthingslikethisdifferentlybecausesometimespeopleareyouknowstrugglingbeforetheywalkoutand I'm alwaysyouknowtryingtobeasunderstandingandempathetictowardspeopleaspossiblenomatterwhattheoutsidelookslike, we'renotfinishedbutwe'regettingthere, whynothave a littletequilajusttoloosenyouupbeforeyougoouton a carpetagain.
I haveneverclaimedtobe a bartender, sodonotjudgemylackofskill.
Mhm.
Ready, what's up?
Itistimeformetogetchangedso I willberightback.
Higuys!
OhmyGod, I gettogowithKendallJennertotheVanityFairparty.