As I say, I aminloveandpeopleoftenwillsay, Wow, that's awesome.
私が言うのもなんですが、恋をしていると、よく人から「うわぁ、すごいね」と言われます。
Congratulationson I'm likeNo, no, no.
おめでとう I'm like No, no, no.
Like I amintheenergy I amintheessence.
エネルギーの中にいる私が本質にいるように。
I ambathingwithinthequalitythatisloveitself.
私は愛そのものである品質の中で入浴しています。
Yes, ofcourse.
はい、もちろんです。
I lovecompanionship.
交友関係を大切にしています。
I lovefallinginlovewithother.
他の人に恋をするのが好きなんです。
That's a funexperience.
それはそれで楽しい経験です。
Buttorecognizethat I amactuallyheldbytheessenceofloveitself, thatis, I wouldsay, notonly a rareexperience, it's ananomalytothenorm, but I wouldassertitsActually, Whatwe'reallhereforistoawakentothefactthat I amheldbythecontaineroftheessenceofloveitself.
Anduntilsuchtimethat I getthat I willinvariablybeseekingitthroughtheyouknow, theadorationorthevalidationorthereassuranceofother, forwhichreason I willconstantlybedependentonwhattheydoorsaytothepointthateverythingisnowperceivedthreaton.
Forthatreason, I willbeperpetuallyin a stateofexhaustion, whichisreally a futilebattleformetoovercomethefactthat I believethatthere's fundamentallysomethingwrongwithmethat's notlovableonthereinlies, thebiggestpretenseofallthat I somehowbelievethatthereissomethingwrongwithmeon I'm lookingtotheexerciseoftheoutsideworldtocompensateforthatortoreassuremeotherwise, whichisagain.
It's a futileplightbecauseifthat's how I'vedefinedmyself, thenitdoesn't matterhowmanymillionsofpeoplemightlovemeuntilsuchtimethat I reallygetthatformyself.