Name: LIFE UPDATE｜リディア・エリーゼ・ミレン (LIFE UPDATE | Lydia Elise Millen)
Uploaded: 2021-01-14T10:42:01.000Z
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Thank you so much for bearing with me and giving me some time over.

The last thing is two weeks, but I did have one video go out.

I actually had another video filmed at Have another two videos filmed, one of which will still becoming the other one.

So the last few weeks have been a little bit of a blur.

On Thursday morning two weeks ago to the day we realized that links hadn't come home on dhe.

He's been missing ever since I filmed this video before I went on holiday.

I did actually manage to block a little bit whilst I was on holiday, so that will be coming as well.

But I wanted to bring you guys up to speed on Dhe.

Explain where we're at on end the last two weeks to you and where were kind of going with things.

So links left the house at 9 30 on Wednesday on dhe.

We have flyers in many of the town's on dhe.

I will also be going out on flier ing today, but this summer we're putting them through people's doors with a lot more information about links.

I'm actually because I feel like I'm gonna cry now.

But I think when you sit down and you talk about it, it's a lot harder.

So I mean, my God, the last video filmed I was an absolute mess throughout that, and I feel that and I think I was sitting quite a negative headspace about.

We've been in a bit of it on a bit of a journey with it and trying to understand and work out what happened to links.

We found ourselves jumping to conclusions on dhe, just letting off wars and fears and things like that just run away with ourselves.

And I don't know, some days I have days when I'm really positive that you know he's gonna come home on Dhe.

Then there are other days when I have these visions in my head that are probably the worst thing about it.

I think the visions that I have a way could be or what could have happened to him are the things that really, really hurt the most.

Andi are the things that cause me the biggest amount of stress on dhe heartache.

I can't even explain to you the the pain that we have felt and that we have been through is a couple these last two weeks.

It's just been it's been held and it hit us more than we could ever have imagined on.

Tow us, our relationship with Cats, which I think, you know.

I think it's quite evident the way Ali and I are all with them.

But it's been the toughest thing I think I've ever been through on DDE.

There's a lot of what we went through that I'm very glad that none of you store quite honestly.

But yeah, it's we've sort of turned a page with their on DDE.

I don't think we'll ever stop searching for links on Dhe.

The hardest is like obviously when I go on my runs or when we just drive out of our house just constantly searching on looking on and keeping an eye out for him is torturing in itself.

I can't imagine ever stopping doing that.

So that's that's pretty much on the agenda for the rest of my life.

Now we did everything that you're supposed to do in a situation like this.

We followed all of the guys on DL of the information from hanging off loads which still hang outside of our house.

Now on we change them regularly so that our tent is that Thio emptying our Hoover outside, said he could find his way home.

Everything we didn't it was the little trade because they don't have little train because they were allowed in the garden.

So that was where they would go and do their business.

So his son should already be fully in our garden.

We didn't try to you hire a detective or the pet detective.

He didn't seem very interested in taking our case.

In fact, he didn't want to get back to our e mails either, which was really heartbreaking because we are now passed the time really where we can do that.

So maybe if he had told her straight I'm obviously quite upset about that as well, because if he had been honest with us that he didn't want to take our case, we could have potentially trying to at least find someone else.

Our family and our friends have been amazing.

We've obviously been searching and they've helped us in Our family have the four for us.

We also succeeded in probably making him the most famous cat in Britain, just a huge thank you to everyone in the industry.

But everyone that is also, you know, an audience of online creators because it's not just the people that had millions of followers that shared links.

It's also the people that had 100 followers or 1000 followers.

Every single person that shared links helped us get his face out there, giving us the most probable chance of finding him on dhe.

Both Ali and myself are incredibly grateful on dhe.

We were just It was almost like a I don't have to say like a a silver lining in what was such a dark time for us, because I'm not sure I found it feels the same, but I've never really felt like I'm part off the YouTube online created community, but the support that we received from the very moment that we posted about thinks being missing was more than then neither of us could ever hopeful on.

So we're just so grateful for the people that continue to share and continue to look for him.

We are not giving up, even if sometimes we do feel like we want Thio and it's too upsetting.

We don't and we're so grateful for the people that continue to share him continue to keep a lookout, sending us pictures of cats that they think could have been linked.

I mean, some of them, honestly, I had to, like, double take.

Unfortunately, none of them have been linked, but we are still remaining hopeful because we we read all of the messages and the stories of cats that disappeared for a lifetime than their return on.

It I think it has really changed our mind set from what waas a very negative mindset.

We're still you know, we still have our ideas of what could have happened to him We hope that that's not the case.

Then we heard that he has just gone on an adventure.

But yeah, we're just We're trying to remain positive.

It also opens up a whole new line of attack for people forming.

Obviously, in previous videos, I've spoken about on the negativity and online hatred.

It's a strange old thing to experience when you are like rock bottom, because I have had a bit of a tough time.

Sometimes when I've struggled with online negativity, never have I not been able.

However, from the moment that links went missing, I genuinely didn't think it would ever be a time that I would be able to sit with you guys on Dhe speak to you again.

I felt like my joy had been stolen on Dhe.

I'm slowly pushing myself to do the things that give me joy again.

But I you know, I didn't want to come home.

And if you've been around here for a while, you know how much I love my house.

But coming home was torturously walking through the door and realizing that he still wasn't home.

It's Yeah, it's just It's been a very interesting experience.

I've learned that I am able to depend on him in a way that I never imagined, because whilst he was trying to hold himself up, he was also holding me up because there was absolutely no way that I could hold myself up.

I spent days, days on the sofa, just crying on DDE.

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