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Butmorethananything, when I waswatchingthisvideoback, itmademerealizehowhappy I amrightnow.
I thinkfor a longtimelikeyearsandyears, becauseit's like I leftschool.
I feltlike I didn't really, everyouknow, thosepeoplethat, likeleaveschoolandtheydon't havethatamazingfriendshipunion.
And I neverreallyhadthatscorelike, I don't reallyspeaktothatmanypeoplethat I wenttoschoolwithAndi.
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I thinkit's takingmesuch a longtimetofindlikemymypeople, and I reallyfeellike I'veinthelastfewyearsfoundmypeopleonDDE.
I thinkmorethananything, I'm justreallyhappythat I havesuch a strongfriendshipgroupoutsideofwhat I dowithwork.
Like I seesomanygirlshavesomanyamazingfriendshipsininlikeworkandinYouTube, especially, I'm just I'm a bitof a nightmaremakingfriends.
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Sotohavefoundsuchamazingfriendsastheonesthat I nowhave, I just I feelsolucky.
I reallydo.
I feelsolucky.
I alwaysfindthatwhenever I speakaboutfriendshiponmychannel, we'vealwayswantedtobelikesomekindofdramas, and I knowthatYouTubehasbecomequite a dramaticplaceatthemoment.
Changereallyfeellikeifyou'relikeme, and I kindofwantedtotalkaboutthisbecause I feellike I reallywantedtotalkaboutthisbecausethereweresomanypeoplethattalkaboutfriendshipsthatthey'vehadsincetheywerelike, sixyearsold, and I alwaysfelt a bitsortoflikeneverhadthatwiththecrewthattheyhadexplodedagain I waslike, I neverreallyhadthat.
So I justwantedtosaythat, youknow, justbecauseyou'vegotthisfarandyoufeellikeyouhaven't reallyfoundyou'llcraveitdoesn't meanthatyou'renevergonnafindyourcrew.