I hadtobringmygirlinthekeytoDragonbackformychannel.
I mean, weonlygottosomeoneonetime.
Itwas a fuckingepicvideo, like I mean, Soifyouguysmissedit, man.
NikitaSwatch, myentireholidayandwintercollection a monthago.
SoAndyouknow, itwassofunnyIslikewhenever I, like, readsomeoneorsayanythingslightlycattypeoplecomeformesofuckinghard, right?
ButthethousandsofpeoplethatcameforNikitasuredidn't give a fuckabout, uh, itmademe.
Itmademyskinsofter.
My, butbigger.
SomyfavoritethingaboutNikitais I loveherhighpitchscreech.
I loveitwhenhertongueisoutofherhealth.
Andmostimportantly, afteralloftheshadeisover, I justloveheras a friend.
So, um, howdidyoufeelabouteveryonejudgingyou?
Welcometomylooking.
Well, basically, I thinkthatis, uh, everyonewascomingforuslikewewere.
Miley, I'm like, what's wrongwithbeingexcited?
But I thinkevenbeforeweevenputonprimer.
I thinkyoushouldleteveryoneknowwhyyouweresoexcitedtobeinthatfirstvideo.
I didn't reallygettolikestateintheirmoment.
Well, I wishessohonoredandsoexcitedaboutitjustbecause, like, I literallymember, themomentofmesittinginmycollegedormpushed, rubbingmyleg $20 togethertograb, youknow, I couldn't evengetthefirstcollectioncause I gottaworkforit.
When I veryfirstchallengedmyfat, I launchedthreeliquidlipsticksonBlackFriday 2014 whichiscrazy.
It's onlybeentwoyears, whichisfuckingweird.
It's likefeelslikeaneternity.
Butsoyoutrytogetthosetryingtogetthosethreecouldn't getoutsideofworkdoubleshiftatPaneraBread, butonand I gotthesecondbatch.
So I thinkwhenitcameofffullcircle, I wasjustsoexcitedon, like, you'resuch a greatlineandwejustget, like, socrazytogetthere.
And I rememberjusttoldonlybeinglikenameisn't Knight.
Oh, myGod.
It's justcrazy.
I waslikecoolthattheyhaveitnow.
Well, I havethenewurbandecayopticalillusion, complexionprimer.
And, um, I guessitcomesoutthisyearorprobably, I don't know.
Itmightbeoutnow.
I'm notevensurewhen.
Butbasically, it's a poor, perfecting, smoothingprimerallegedly.
Right?
So I'm justgonnagoin.
What?
I lovemypores.
Doanything.
SoyoujustgotbackfromNewYork?
I justgotbackfromNewYork.
Itwassnowing.
Amazing.
Therewas, like, a lightsnowfalls.
While I lovesingerStop, John, I'm like, I wanttobe a littlegettoknowyouwanttobelikelasttimewewereinNewYorkthatwehadwaytoomuchfunds, I thinkthistimewiththatway.
It's beenrainingsomuchbeingweird, andlately I thinkwedefinitelyneedit.
So I gotsomeonecomplained, butyeah, we'rein a drought.
Oh, comeon.
Blendingourwristsaregonnalikebreakafterthis I had a littletime.
I forgetwigbacktothat.
I wanttostayhere.
But I waslike, Let's notlikeeveryonehassomeofthebestwigs I'veeverseenon a headbefore.
I mean, I'm sorry.
Lockableponies.
Justhairflipsintheclub.
And I'm like, thankyou.
Knowwhy?
Because I learnedwaybackwhenjustquickstory.
Likewhen I was a fraternityhouse.
Okay, I neededthankyouknow, wayback, waybackwhen I was a littlecrossdresserandliterallylike I hadthisgrayhaironlikeImagine, likeinbumFuckNowhere.
Virginia, wait.
Let's positTalibanwhereyou'refrom.
Whatcity?
Oh, I'm originallyfromlikeSpringfield.
Yeah, yeah.
AnyVirginiapeopleoutthere, I leavesomecommentsdownbelowandsayhithree.
It's rightnexttoWashington, D.
C.
So a lotofpeoplesayWashington D C, theydioAndyes, I wenttothiscollegeandbasicallytheyhadtostripperpolesinthisfraternityand I wassmallestone, andtheygetonit, getonandbeforeme, they'rehuge.
Fratguyswereswingingaroundonitandgoingeverythingand I wasSotheguy's gooddoingit?
Yeah, theywerejustswingaroundbeingbeingfunny.
Youand I goonit.
And I wasthefirstgirltogoon.
It's okay, Whatever.
I fuckinggoonit.
Thepolesnapsoff.
No, reallySnapsoffmywigallthewaybackShutAllthatlady, I caughtit.
MadebackthebestthingontopofthepoleFellHitthesororitypresidentinmyfaceOh, startsbawling, cryinglikescreamsEveryonescreamingandrunswhencrazyShe's criedSherunsonthepartyAndatthetime I didnotknowthathappened I justthoughtmywigfelloffabout, youknow, grabthewig I dropitonmyhead I runtothebathroom I likewasso I wenttothebathroomandpeoplewerelike, kindoflikehavingsexinthebathroom.
I waswaitingandmymywigwasofteneverythingand I wasjustlike I amfreakingoutAndthenitwasjust a mess.
Butyes.
Oh, eversince I waslikeThat's a goodeverSincethen, youweretraumatizedandyou'reneveragain.
Neveragainwill I swiminthepoolandcauseconcussions.
It's funnybecauseit's karma, becausewaybackinthedaywhen I usedtoplayXboxLiveandlikeallthoselittlePSfourandallthethings I usedtobeonthevoicethingandmylike, weweresoefficient, sokindlikeprettymuchcodfishpeople.
13 work.
Soyoushouldcatfishpeopleallthetime.
That's reallyhorrible.
Uh, you'reyoungrightnow.
Yeah, whynot?
Andsoit's funnybecauseit's karmathateveryonealwaysthinks I'm a codfish.
Photos.
I knowourphotos, liketwogoodpeople, arelikegetting a realpersonstolethatfromsomeone's photo.
Shoolikeit's justmeinmybedroom.
Okay, sotherewas a lotofquestionsaboutNikita.
I mean, theInternet's fullofquestions, right?
Everyevery.
Youknow, it's crazy.
I getaskedeverydayonYouTubeif I am a maleorfemaleallthetime, whichissocrazy.
And I think, yeah, we'rein a newworldwherethere's justsomanydifferenttypesoflabeling.
I thinkit's socoolbecauseit's likewelivein a wholenewworld.
And, youknow, I justwanttocommendyouforshowingeverybodyyourjourneybecauseit's alsohelping a lotofpeopleathomethatarescaredtoocomeoutasbeingtransgenderorishavingyouknow, differentfeelingsintheirbrainthattheydon't evenknowhowtoarticulate.
Andyou'rejustlike a freeforalllikethisismeand I'm goingthroughthis, youknow, exciting, youknow, huge.
And I thinkthatisthemostimportantpart, andyoudothesameaswelleveryday.
I thinkthat's whywehavesuch a sisterBond.
That's why I'm alwaysthecase.
IsJackWay?
No, webothhavebeenthroughitthroughtheworks, peoplecomingforusandpublicpeoplelookingatusfunnyknowanywherewego, wejustgetstaredout, evenas I amnow, like, evenquotable, Normal, likeunclogKablelikeIt's sogreattome.
Nikitaisjustmygirlfriend, likeshe's just a girllikeThat's how I viewherandit's socrazywhenwegooutintotheworld, youknow, peoplealwaysthink L A issolikeOh, everyoneissolovedupthereonmygirl, godownthestreetandwalkintowanywhere, andpeoplearelookingatuslikelikewhatholeisshit.
Soyouknow, wehavecome a longwayastheculture, butit's alsonotaseasyas I thinkpeoplerealize, youknow, andhavingtodealwithjuststrangersbesidesbeingharassedandbulliedontheInternetandcalledeveryfuckingnameinthebook, whichissolike I'm usedtothatbynow, nothingshocksme.
It's mybedtimestory.
Yeah, exactly.
Butit's justcrazyhowinpublic.
So I wouldhighlyrecommendcheckingout, youknow, someonetokeephisvideosandjustfuckinglearningsomenewshit.
Everybodyname?
Yes, We'reallnotthesamebreedof, youknow.
Yeah, that's alwaysthecoolthingis, I thinkthatpeoplekindofhave a specificconceptof, like, a story.
Do a lotofpeoplejustthink I'm likesomegayguyand I'm justveryandrogynous.
I lovemen, and I lovewomen, and I lovetransgenderpeople, and I'm downforeverybody, youknow, whateverthatis.
Andsomepeoplewanted, like, Well, you'rebisexual, and I'm like, I don't likethatword.
I'm justJeffrey.
I don't likeitwasjustJeffreyfromtheblocklikeyou.
Justlike a littleNathanoff.
Butlike, I'm not a gaynew.
I loveeverybody.
Likewhateveryouallwanttocallmeathomecallhome.
Butlike, that's just I'm justme.
I feelthesamewaytoo, because I thinkthattoclassifyyourselfisjustonespecificset.
Becauseattheendoftheday, I wakeupThiosomeonethatlovesmeandwhichisincredible, bytheway.
I leftgoalsdrivingtheroadThatmakesmesmile.
I'm like, really, reallyitreallyis.
It's justlike a genuineloveforsomeone, andit's hardtofind.
Ittookmemywholelifeuntilnow, youknow, that's reasonwhy I thinkyouand I bothbondedforsureaboutlike, we'renotgonnasettleforsomeonehavingusinthedark, youknow, a lotoflikepeoplebeinglike, Oh, I reallylikeyou.
Youknow, youkindofinteresting, becauseyou'resodifferent, But I'm notgonnagopublicwith I'm Yes.
So I spent a lotofmyearlytwentiesbeinglikethesecret.
I reallynevertalkedaboutthisbeforeincamera, butlike, No, we'rejustsocrazy.
We'respoolingwithoutyou.
Notreallybondedusatfirstbecause I wassosaddenedthat I dolive a veryfortunateand I dounderstand.
It's like I canwalkdownthestreeteasily.
Nomakeup, nothing.
Andjust, youknow, noonewouldeverknow.
Yes, butwhentheydoknow, it's kindoflikeitjustreallyconfusedus a lotofpeople, becauseit's justlike, justthemindfuck.
Andit's reallydishearteningthatsomeonecouldlove, like I usedtobekindofrebelliousandgoondates, nottellguysatallrightatall.
Oriftheyare, iftheymeetmeinperson, I'm nothighandNikita, like I'm transgenderlikeit's justnotsomething I thinkthat I shouldhaverespectforyou, andyoushouldrespectformebefore I tellsomethinglikethat.
Exactly.
Solikewhen I wouldgooutdatesandthen I wouldhavethemostamazingtime.
I wouldbesoconnectedtotheguy, notput a labelonitinthesecond I hadtoput a labelonitorjusttellthemaboutit.
Theycompletelytermed.
And I understand.
Now, I wantyoutobeokaywiththat.
It's justreally, reallymademesadbecause I thoughttomyselflike, nomatterwhat, I'm alwaysgonnahavethisconversationandwearsandtearsonyoursoullike, Oh, myGod.
Thesecrettothisandthatreally, reallybotheredme.
So I kindofwentontheoffthedeependinmyearlytwentiesafterfallinginloveandgettingmyheartbrokenandlostbabyyearsagoontherealistfuckingRosslevellostsomuchfaith.
Andthenwhen I metNathan, itwasjustlikeitjustfeltreallydifferent.
Andandhejustdidn't give a fuck.
Hehastohave a brotherOndapossibilities.
Youneverknow.
Nofuckingaround.
Whatlashesareyouwearing?
I'm gonnabewearingBellafromnewbomb.
Normally, I wereDragonLee, but I thinkwiththislooks a littledifferent.
Okay.
Whereyougoing?
I'm gonnadotheseouterbeautyJadelashes.
Really, likesubtle.
So I don't evenlikethislookingneeds a lash, butit's likeanextralittlelikeOh, yeah, it's a littlebutmeflashesairbuggingon.
Itwas a struggle, but I thinkwedidit.
Agreed.
Um, who?
Allright, Solet's dolipswerealmostdying.
Whatareyougonnayougonnagoingwiththem?
I think I wantedthiolike a Leo.
Uh 00 they'recool.
I'm feeling, youknow, it's crazy.
I don't evenknowbecausethislook, I feellike I coulddoanythingmakingwanted.
It's likelikethey'rereallydarkred.
Orjustonce, I gotmybagoftricks.
Allright.
I havedesignerblood.
Hi.
Nicelittleredtomature.
Bad, butthereUhhuh.
Weresoquietdoing a lips.
Youguysexcuseus.
Finaltouchupbiglivetoday.
I'm sorry.
I knowwhen I'm inthecar, I'm like I mighthavetoputthatinallofthesudden.
I wantedtoreallyjugintomyhighblowupdoll.
Um, okay, Cool.
I thinkwejustneed a littletouchupsandsettingspray, andthen I have a surpriseforyou.
HeForme?
Yeah, becauseyourbirthdayissosoon.
I orderedyousomethingfromanothercountrythatjustgottothemallandBingo.
Okay, thatsoundsamazing.
She's, like, a littlehappening.
I don't knowwhathappenedyet, sowe'reabouttopopoverthere, andwe'regonnashowyouoncamerasohigh.
Allright, sowe'reatNeimanMarcus, and I'm abouttobringNikitainthedressingroomandshowherherbirthdayoutfitthat I gotforyou.
ForVegasstopping.
Comeon, baby.
Comeon.
Here.
Everything, firstofall, withlighting.
Iseverythingallright?
So I hadthisdress.
No, littlecasualbrandnamedBeaumontThingcameallthewayfromParis, youknow?