I always feel like amount of money.

I hate it.

I would say not being able to live my life the way that I want to because all of my money is going my bills.

I'm working to come to terms with my therapist that I will either be happy or bill off.

And I'm working to come to the fact that I will always survive, be OK, but don't quite know if I'll ever have more than the bare minimum to survive in life, not being able to pay bills on time.

I'll be 30 in March and I don't have a savings that causes extreme anxiety.

But I'm hoping to get a salary increase and then I can say I get stress that I can't afford to replace things like if my car broke down on my computer was broken.

I couldn't afford to fix something not having it.

Let's be really the world revolves around money.

We'll have enough should something terrible happened, we'll have enough to retire on.

I think the idea that I must have a job to cover expenses but I'm not tied to money or things.

So if we needed to downsize, I have faith that all will be fine.

That'll get with a partner that will rely on me too much financially or someone who only want to be with me because of my earnings.

I watch my parents struggled through the difficult seasons, and it truly affected their marriage and my father's health.

Now I think I'm obsessed with making money.

I think because I grew up poor, I'm always afraid I will lose it all.