TinyMainetimeIt's time, time, timeEverybody, Welcomeback.
Itfeelslikeagessince I actuallyrecordedthisSiri's thatbeautifulintroOh, MaDeliciouswasanimatedbyBreepickledbrahPickleEinartopronouncehisnamebutprepickledThankyouverymuch.
I likehavingsomethingthatsitsonthechannelandwegothroughittogetherandit's notjustlike a oneoffeverytimeweactuallyhavesomethingcontinuousthat's goingononthechanneloverandoveragainoverthecourseof a coupleofweeks.
And I I missedthat, saiditwaitforittocomeoutfullyandthen I wentandjustbe a bigdome.
Diditanyway.
I'm prettyhappyaboutbecauseit's great, YoungKyung, I'm ordersweetMotherofGod, havingplayed a lotofuntitledwhosegame I know, howlongittakestodothis, theamountofdedicationthat's neededtodothisandtheamountoffearandanguishthatyouhavewroughtuponthistown.
Myfocus, yourexschool, thattherethat's a reallygoodmeislikemyfocuswhilewatchingthing I, likefocusduring e feellike I relatemoretothebottomonethanthetoponeverynowandthen, thehyperfocusonsomethingand I'llgetmyshit.
Don't usuallyit's YouTubevideos, butevenintheYouTubevideos, I can't doitcanfocus.
I justwantforconceptthetitsoffmyself.
But I wouldgetdemonetizedandthen I wouldn't beabletouploadvideosanymoreandthenevenstinkhere.
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Peoplekeepaskingmeaswell, Whatdoes 30 feetlike?
Howdoyoufeel?
I'm like, man, it's amazing, actuallydo.
It's beengreatbeing 30 already.
I'vehadthetimeofmylifesofar.
Jesus, let's let's get a closerlookonthisbadboySam's, I'd saythewindowlookingatmerecord.
It's just a factthatmoreyouswearthemorechanceyougetfordemonetisationon.
I'veswornup a bloodymurdersince I'vestartedYouTube.
Nowit's atthepointwhere I havesomanyvideoswithswearsinthemthatit's pointlessformetoeventry.
I trieditfor a while, andthevideosdidn't reallydothatmuchbetter, because I havesomuchothercontentonmychannel, where 99% ofitisallswearinglikediedfightinguphillbattle.
ThetermsoftheEarthwasflatallalong, butseriously, thisisoneofthosemomentswherethishappenedand I kindofsatandthatwhen I madethe 30 vlog, I waskindofjustreflectingonthingsandstarttearingupeverything, cause I waslike, Man, lifeisreallydamngood.
Andallofitwasthatmomentofclaritywhere I startedrealizingallofthisliketrivialthings, likeallthethingsthatwhatever, I'm notgonnagetintoit.
Butlikethesetinylittlethingsthatallkindofbuiltup, thatwe'rekindofagitatingmeandpissingmeoffandmakingmeallfoods I startedtorealize, likenoneofthatmatters.
And I probablymissed a coupleinthenextweekbecauseVidconUKishappening.
Butthat's absolutelyfinebecausemostpeopledon't uploadeverydayonthefactthat I'm abletouploadtwice a daymeansthat I havetoomuchtimeonmyhands.
No, it's beenreallyfun.
Itkindoftakesin a weirdway.
Itkindoftakessomepressureoffbecausewhenyouuploadone a dayorifyouspend a longtimedoingonevideofor a certainperiodtryinglikeonevideo a weekorsomethinglikethat, I put a lotofpressureonthat.
Then I put a lotofpressureonthevideoeachday.
Andthenifthatvideodoesn't doaswell, thenitwaslike a man.