But I feel like it could turn out to be actually really mind opening.

Or it'll send me into a crazy, dark depression.

And I'll just delete my jail because today I am going to be genuinely watching and responding to wait.

I've been posting videos on YouTube for 12 years, and most of them are very cringing, especially the old 911 What the fuck is wrong with you at?

Think I'm dying?

Don't know.

Hold on.

Don't look into the light, please.

Yeah, even I would leave a delete your channel comment on that.

But being on YouTube for so long, I've dealt with countless hate comments, tons of hate videos, a few controversies, Shane Dawson, his over party.

Ah, hashtags trended worldwide.

But none of this has ever stopped me from wanting to make videos.

But also I understand, like the hustle.

If you make a video and call it a chain Dawson socks or something, because I'm a youtuber, you might get some fuse on.

And I can't even hate on that because that would be hypocritical for me.

When I started YouTube, I was using so many celebrities in my thumbnails and titles.

Katy Perry, Justin Bieber, Lady Gaga, Taylor Swift, Miley Cyrus Literally Every single video had some celebrity in the thumbnail behind my stupid face.

And when I look back a cringing that and I'm like Oh, God, why?

Why why?

But it's what I had to do to get people to see my videos and click on them and hopefully like them and subscribe.

So when I see people making videos called Jane Dawson Socks, it literally does not bother me because I'm like, Okay, but I purposely don't watch them.

I get super uncomfortable.

I feel weird.

I just want to disappear.

But I felt like it was time for me to finally face my fears and genuinely respond to, because I've liked reacted to them before and watch little pieces of AM and laugh.

But I've never genuinely, like, watched a full video and responded, So that's what we're gonna do today with little video by youtuber named Bobby Burns.

I'm gonna need this.

All right, let's do this.

So today I'm gonna be talking about someone that if you've been on YouTube for any amount of time.

At any point in time, you've definitely seen him.

His name is Shaved Doctson.

Shane Dawson.

I already have anxiety based on his views.

He's making fucking bank.

Yeah, I must stop you there, Bobby.

I don't know if you've heard about something called Apocalypse, but the meteor has hit my house and my house is on fire.

Also, I just noticed he has signs in his background that says, Hey, Shane, please stop doing this.

I'm gonna put those in my fridge.

Do you have a problem with that body of another?

YouTube are making money off something that someone else enjoys?

Not necessarily.

I have a problem with people manipulating people and not being honest and making terrible, terrible, terrible, terrible, terrible, terrible, terrible contact.

This is why I don't watch a video.

Listen, I understand when people don't like my shit, but, like, I don't think my shit is that terrible.

I also think my videos take a lot of effort and a lot of time and not just like, hey, guys, does his pencil break?

Yeah, that like button.

Like I'm not doing that also.

Oh, no.

Who cares?

I'm gonna derail for just a second because he is doing all of the things that I talked about in my YouTube manipulation video.

This video has all the key signs of YouTube manipulation.

We've got the sign shifting eye contact and weird breathing in vocal Fry.

This video has all of the elements.

What does he think I like?

Scripted that?

Because if I would have scripted that, I wouldn't have done in the bathroom.

He has started a series called Creepy Video.

Hey, what's up, you guys?

Yes.

Okay, first favor the video.

Let's let's break down.

What's going on here?

The format of this show is so strange to me.

The shot is that thank you for calling it a show.

And on top of this whole hot topic aesthetic, we have his voice.

Today we're gonna be focusing more on the creepy once.

What's wrong with my voice?

Never mind.

So the first theory on this list of popular 2017 conspiracy theories isn't a conspiracy theory.

It's just how the iPhone works Well, that Apple came out and said, Hey, no, no, no, it's not just brought.

You can search a lot of different words and your iPhone will categorize all the photos.

What?

This thing, this phone is literally invading our life.

You are aware of that, right?

Like it's recording me right now.

The whole point of iPhones is to be around you at all times to record you of all time.

This is why I don't watch these videos.

Also, my coloring book is telling me to calm the fuck down and I'm going to.

But my other coloring book is telling you about that shit.

So I won't.

Seriously, Every single Twitter moment was about Wendy Williams.

I mean, people stop talking about that New York terrorist attack in, like, two seconds, which is crazy.

Hey, shame.

I've got some fucking news for you.

Trending moments, very person to person.

That means you cared more about the Windy Williams thing, then the shooting.

I don't know if that's true about the trending page thing, because when you go to Twitter moments, it's just news like world news.

And the top moment all day was Wendy Williams.

Every single Twitter woman.

Sh rending moment, Twitter moment.

This makes you want to break another pencil, but I won't.

Never mind, I will.

There's this little piece of the end where he pimps out his alumina T pop socket for your phone.

And this little piece of merch is one of the main reasons that I feel like he's not actually a conspiracy theorist.

He's just someone trying to make that shit tons of money.

Here's the thing.

So he's hating on me for selling merch.

That's one thing, but I happen to like my pops socket and use it every day.

But here's the other thing a lot of people do leave comments on my video is saying like, Oh, you're only doing conspiracies for views or oh, because it's trendy.

I've been doing conspiracy videos for, ah, long time, and when I started doing them, nobody like them.

People were telling me to stop making that there wasn't that many other channels that were doing them and other trendy.

I didn't start because of that.

I've been watching Conspiracy theory documentary since I was 10.

I just love conspiracy theories, so much so genuinely so.

I think that's what bothers me the most So far about this video is him thinking that I don't care that much about conspiracies or that I'm faking it reviews because I'm up till 4 a.m. Every single night, watching the darkest shit, clearing my history constantly and falling down every single hole.

That's just not the right words.

But you know what I'm saying, Jane?

I think you're making garbage videos that are poorly acted, poorly written, poorly researched.

And I really, really wish you weren't.

I know this video is pretty much cutting me off from ever having any kind of relationship with Shane Dawson.

Ever, Ever, Ever.

And I'm okay with that.

You don't seem like a nasty person in things I've seen about you.

You don't seem mean.

Thank you.

It just seems dumb.

You look pretty dumb in this video.

Do pretty numb.

Okay, guys, this going to go into the video.

You know what?

Okay, here's the thing.

Before I really go in, I want to go to his channel because there's something about him that seems not genuine to me.

Like he says, I'm acting in my videos, but like that did not feel real to me some of the day, but some of it felt very, very forced Fucking bullshit.

Like, why is he that mad about my conspiracy videos.

Don't watch them.

All right, Let's see.

All right, let's go to a really old video and see, Like how he started.

Hey, guys, what's up?

So this is just a quick Oh, who is that?

Wow.

How old is he here?

Oh, my God.

This is Let's continue.

So in about nine days, I'm gonna be driving to California, and I'm gonna be at Vidcon.

I'm not officially at VIDCON.

It's going to be a lot of fun.

My brother Nathan, who you guys know for my videos is also going to be there.

So I'm really hoping I'm gonna be able to meet you guys there.

Oh, I'm having a weird reaction.

He seems very sweet or he seemed very sweet.

I was not expecting to see you later.

Guys.

Peace out.

Um, Bobby, that was a nice exit.

Looks familiar.

Interesting.

Did Bobby watch my channel when he was 12?

Was he watching my terrible, terrible contact.

Terrible content, right?

This one's a little later, it's called.

Things will get better.

You guys Okay, So I was going to do with Q.

And a video was going to be all funny, but I don't really feel funny right now.

So what I thought I would do today is just update you guys on how my life is going.

This seems like he's gonna talk about something depressing.

And I already noticed he had somewhat of a vocal fry and weird breathing in vocal Fry.

Hey, but, uh, you guys, But he also was doing shifty eye contact shifting eye contact, You guys okay, so I was going the sigh kind of.

Mmm.

You manipulating me?

Let's find out.

I want to be really opened.

A few guys did too good for me to be able to go to get this out.

Making videos about stuff helped me process my problems.

Helps me deal with that.

And I hope by doing that, it helps other people who might be going through similar problems.

Huh?

So he can do emotional videos and talk about things, and that's not manipulative.

But when other people do it, ISS, he's manipulating you.

Interesting.

Hey, guys, what's up?

So today's video is gonna be kind of a little update Video coming.

I'm starting to relate to you too much.

And I don't like that recently in the comments of my videos.

You guys have let me know many, many times that I'm blinking a lot.

Believe it or not, I do know I have some sort of strange tic or allergy thing or something I don't know.

I gone to the doctors a couple times to have them look at it and they just had some kind of tick thing and maybe it'll go away.

Maybe it won't.

So yeah, that's that's what that is.

Also, my acne has been getting pretty bad recently over the past couple months from getting worse and worse.

Uh oh, this video is making me sad.

It's interesting.

I'm only a few videos in and I'm seeing Maur sides of this person.

And if I were to Onley, watch the hate video or the criticism video where you want to call it, I would have just been like a fuck this guy moved on.

But now that I'm actually watching more, I'm feeling different, like I feel like he's a nice guy.

I don't know.

I'm conflicted.

I am in so much better of a spot than I was whenever I made the last video.

I'm just really happy.

I'm just really, really happy right now.

guys.

I have awesome friends.

Have an amazing, hilarious, beautiful girlfriend.

Good.

He's out.

Oh, I like him.

Oh, I like him.

This is taking a turn.

He's nice.

He's attractive.

His videos were good.

Like they look good.

They look like they took time and effort.

Even the hate video.

He made what it kind of feels like to me.

He started YouTube along time ago, and maybe he wasn't getting views or he felt like he wasn't getting enough use.

So then he kind of went the route like, Oh, all like criticized big YouTubers to get views, which were, But he's good, and I understand why.

He probably is frustrated that people like me are getting user.

People like Jake Paul are getting used because he looks like a lot of work into it.

After that, I started going to the gym again and recently for the basketball weeks.

I've been going for five times a week.

Yeah, he can't hate on anything I've ever done.

This motherfucker is getting shirtless on camera.

All right, let's go to like a more recent one.