I feellikethat's why I'm soinspiredbyallofthissame e justaroundtheschoolofcorpse.
Oh, yes.
What's likethecreepiestthing?
Youthink I justlearnedaboutittodayand I probablypassedit a 1,000,000 times, sothissmallthingisn't humankneecapsbackintothecartilage, andthenthathasbeenlabeledover.
Likestudying.
They'resoOh, didyouseethegiganticsnake?
I I waitreallyoutside.
You'renotafraidofThat's givingyougoodvibes.
Yeah, that's cute.
I wouldputthat, like, inmyfrontdoor, waytobelike, Welcome, friendsturkey.
I spywithmylittleeye.
Humanspine.
ThisisThiswas a snake.
Oh, that's eyes.
Notascuteaswell, I thinkliterallyswallowmewhole.
I thinkit's well, a mealticketgetsitallthetime.
Yes, I thinkitwaslike, Haveyoueverseenanything?
Youknow, I don't evenknowwhatthatactionprobablypartofplace.
Becausebythat, this'llone's a Q onecomparedtotheones I havebabiesinthat I don't likebabydolls.
Yeah.
Doyougoin?
Thebabytoldroom.
Justlikethe I'm a skip, youknow?
So I don't reallyworryaboutthethingsthatwouldallegedlybeattachedtoit.
I dothinkthey'reaestheticallydispleasing.
That's better.
Andsheloveshim.
Shelovesherbabiesdoesnotreally.
I justknow.
I don't want I likecrispyones.
Yeah, ratherhave a bunchofKristencrispybaby, since I don't wantone, mainly, actually.
Move.
Youtouched a deadbodylike a realone.
Really?
Youneverbeeninthehospital?
Thefamilywhodiedonthattouchedit.
Allright, ifyouknowwhatAllthecasketthatsoundsreallyNo, I don't believeinfunerals.
Whatdoyoudo?
What?
Somebodydies.
What?
Wait.
Doyoureallynotwhatyoudo, whatyoudo.
Um, pretendthatthere's a living o.
Okay, ifit's like I don't know, itdoesn't rightnow.
I'm gonnago.
Youknow, thisisfascinating.
Whatdoyoumean?
Oh, no, reallyIsn't justdenialintrueexistence?
No, wait.
SoifsomebodydiesyouYeah, Youwouldratherjust, like, ignoreitlikeOkay, Like, I had a greatUncleTom, right?
Andhewas, like, precioustomyleg.
Lovedhearingallthesestories, right?
Butlike, it's notlike I sawhim, likeeveryweekforonce, youknow, So I wouldjustrathernothavethatbemylastmemoryofsomebody, right?
I wouldratherjustbelikehe's farminginthegarden, butstill, likeunderstandingthathe's passed.
Butit's justlike I don't wantthattobepreferablylikemylastmemoryofsomebodylike I'd justliketolike, If I don't seeit, thenthat's notingrainedinmyhead.
Andsoininmymind, it's sortofjustlikethinkingthatthey'rein a betterplacetheylove.
I don't wantyou, becauseall I thinkaboutwhen I thinkaboutmygrandmawasthelasttime I sawherscariestthinglike, yeah, onceyoupastlike, that's reallylikethatpersonisn't thereanymore.
Whatdoyouwanthappenwhenyoudie?
I wanttogooutlikeHunter s Thompsonstylingtheshotfrom a cannonfireawayfromthisplanetas I cangetyousomehowif I somehowsurviveyou, please.
Yeah, youknow, Oryoucouldtakemyashes, turntheminto a diamondthattheyturnedAlex's ashesinto a diamondOryoucantakeitanduseittogetattachedtowithit.
I wannabe a diamondwholoanedme a goodButwhatifsomebodylikeactuallyclosetoyoudiedlike a friendorlikesomethingthatyousee a lot?
I hadnotlookedatBunny's socialbladein a whileonandSocialBladeiswhereitshowshowmanysubscribersyou'regetting a dayorlosing a day.
Moneywaslosingconsistently, youknow, 106 100 a day.
And I knowthatwasaffectingher.
Shefeltlikepeopleweresickofher.
And I justwantedtomoveon, I guess.
And I knewthat a newaudienceofpeople, Hopefullyyouguyswouldloveherandwouldlovetoseewhatshewasdoingonourchannel.
Andthentoday I neededtoseehowmanysubscribersshegotinthelasttwodaysso I couldputinthisvideo.
Sothat's whatitwasbeforeonthenthatsorted.
It's no, I'm crying.
I knowthisislikecheesy.
I'm sorry.
I'm justlike I'm justreallyhappy.
And I'm sohappythatitfuckingworkedlike, and I knowit's notforever.
I knowit's like a lotofyouguyswerecheckingheroutandyou'reexcitedandstuff, and I knowshe's gonnahavetodotheworkandsheknowsthattoelikekeep a newaudienceandkeepchangingandevolvingandmakingitfresh.
Butsheis, andshe's soexcited.
That's a veryexcitingplacetobe, because I justfeellikerightnowwehave a worldofpossibilities.
Wecanjustdosomanynewfunthingsonthischannel.
I'm justhappy.
I justwanttobehonest, becausehowdoyouwanttoendthisvideolikesittingdownwith, like, a nicecamera, allthatstuffbecauseit's somuchmorerealtomethanthat, likethis.
Thisexperienceinparticular, isthemostrealexperience I'veeverhadas a youtubermakingsomethingandhopingthereactionwasgood.
Um, and I'm sofuckinghappythatWAASPartonegotsuch a greatreaction.
Yousee a goodchunkintotheirlivesjustbywatchingthemfirst.
Somanyyears, likeit's andit's justcrazytome.
Thepeoplethat I thinkmakessuchgoodcontentarelikecompletelydarlingthemselves, completelydoubtingwhetherdoing, notsurewheretogofromhere.
And, uh, like, Oh, onAfterwatchingthisvideoyesterday, I thinkwhat I foundoutWaas I loveherbecausesheremindsmesomuchofmyfoulthingsyousaidreallystruckmeondhe.