What we think is true because our lives aren't what we wanted to be.

I realized that guy wasn't gonna give me a get out of jail free card.

And from the time I was born and to the time I was 19 years old.

My wife had these hurdles.

I constantly hit obstacles, obstacle after obstacle after obstacle.

And I I had to figure out how to manage suffering, how how to do with it, cause any part of my life forever.

Least that's what I thought.

So in order to do with it, I had to be able to conquer it and overcome it and deal with it, though, that in this suffering that has to be some kind of growth with every obstacle.

I look as friction now, without friction.

There is no growth.

You have to have friction, your life to grow.

So I start looking at all these different things versus the world was me mentality that Oh, my God!

Look at my life.

My life so fucked up.

I come from this fucked up family.

I'm being beaten them being abused mentally physically, I start looking as a as a perfect trial ground.

Try to flip it upside down.

It's OK.

I'm suffering tremendously mentally uses to your advantage versus your disadvantage.

So that's why did versus looking at it as like Oh, my God.

What was me?

I'd never get out of here.

Look, there's okay.

Hang on a second.

Hang on a second.

If I can overcome this, if I can find some power in this some way to get through this, that right there would be the fuel for the rest of my life.

And so I found great strength and suffering.

Great.

Strengthen it.

Because why, through all of that, it started to callous my mind over the victim's mentality.

This whole thing about suffering?

Yeah, it sucks really bad.

Really, really bad.

But we all live on this side of suffering on this side.

This nice box that's very comfortable, that we know when everything's gonna happen.

We're in it.

It's good, you know, everything's gonna turn out.

It's those few people who are willing to go on the on this side of suffering.

It was to get through that.

Ask him how he feels now.

His bind how far he grew in that short period of time.

He grew so much more than the normal person because he was willing to go outside himself.

Because on the other end, the suffering is greatness is now over here.

It's a whole bunch of us way put ourselves in this great box.

And in that box there's no suffering in it.

So what we do is is result ourselves from greatness.

So for me, for it, since I was 300 damn pounds at one time, my life spray for cockroaches made $1000 a month.

I was living in that box.

I was sometimes with over the box.

That's all hell suffering storms, avalanches, tornadoes.

I don't go over there, but I knew if I get do that shit mentally on the other side wasn't hurt.

£85 persons and Navy seal with the Ranger school on Lee Person to do this on Lee Person, do that on the person do this.

But that's do all that shit, all that shit I have to go to.

So you so should you peek over the box and you go back in this hall?

I'm okay being threatened your powers making $1000 a month.

Okay, over here.

You know, the other side is where you start to really start your journey.

People think they start their journey because they're born.

No.

There's a lot of people in graves who have lived 100 years

and never started their real journey.

Your real journey starts when you go outside the box and you start climbing mountains.

It's our client mountains.

And you think you're top of the mountain.

You go down there inside of you think I'm here?

You look a fuck.

There's another fucking mountain, and it goes on and it goes on and it goes on.

And just when you're getting ready to quit, you crossed that final mountain.

You get down and you look and there you are, and it starts to make sense to you, then doesn't make sense to you.

And you get outside that fucking box.

I'll talk to so many fucking people.

And what I say is not for everybody.

So many people don't have any clue on what the fuck I'm saying.

Because they're in this box in Mr Brain, you first must go through suffering to find that great peace we're all looking for.

A lot of us wanna have.

There's a lot of books out there about this five steps.

Do this.

Do this, do this, get there.

No, man, it's not that easy to find riel, permanent peace and enlightenment, you must go to the dark side of who you are.

I could have easily just shoved my whole life under a rug and went straight to peace.

Are you happy there?

You overcame nothing.

You just tell you, Skip, tell for you.

For co this part of your life, you skipping, Go write the piece.

She does have this thing back in.

That's haunting you in that darkness.

You must go into the darkness to truly find that like they should looking for, because that's what's on the other side of that.

People get it all wrong, man.

You have to face suffering.

You have to face this dark side, this darkness, and there's a lot of energy in there.

There's not a goodness in there that you can use to find greatness, but you cannot find your peace.

You're looking for yourself until you've overcome yourself.

I think that when you die, it's just my mindset that you arrived in line.

It helps me to get past.

You arrive in line and they say you're from missing.

You die before me, your line and God is sitting with the clipboard.

Okay?

Seeing that clipboard, I mean, you're sitting right now.

He's looking at you, and he says, Hey, you made to have a good job, okay?

And then you socially clipboard of what your life should have been.

She lived this life that you thought you push so hard looking a clipboard.

Let's say myself.

This is now me.

Talk about myself.

Now, you see, I got to heaven waiting.

£300.

I was a guy that worked for equal at was together, kills cockroaches for a living.

Was this finds a job?

Does that look at this?

And that's how I died.

I look at this and it says on here What I should have been gods all knowing, right?

I look at this inn.

It said you should have been hurt.

£85 to Brooke against the world's record.

You should have been a Navy city.

Should have been there.

Should have been that you should let this great life you should have been especially.

You should inspire millions.

And then you get the clipboard back to God.

They said, look, 80 years on earth.

And now you realize that you lived here being a shell of who the fuck you should have been?

It's not your heaven.

Are you really Heaven?

Can you see how much from fucking left down there on Earth?

The root cause The quitter isn't that you can't do 100 fucking push ups you could train.

Anybody do that?

The root cause of the quitter is when you get in hell, you can't process it.

It's too much to process because your mind just going back to real reality of like, I'm not ready.

I'm not good enough.

It is not trained.

So I started training this realizing that the only thing that makes me quit not the muscle fatigue It's the mental fatigue that makes me quit everything in life.

So I became a practitioner of the mind.

The mind's a very powerful thing.

It has a tactical advantage over you all the time.

It knows your fears, you nosy and securities.

It knows where you don't want to go, so you will guide you away from that.

And that's why the mind will always win until you re program it.

You always win until you fucking reprogramming because the mind controls you.

Why is it your fucking mind your mind?

Because all those things that happened to you in your life, all those bad things, all those things that you blame other people for their now yours to own.

You gotta figure out a way to re program your mind to get outside the box.