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  • What's up, everybody, welcome back to my channel now.

  • Today we're doing nothing.

  • Makeup related.

  • I kind of just wanted to turn the camera on, sit here for a little bit and just talk to you guys.

  • I know I mentioned on Snapchat a week or two ago, just kind of about, like letting walls down and letting you guys know a little bit more about me.

  • Personally.

  • I know for the last year and 1/2 as I have entered the YouTube realm, I have really just stuck to makeup, makeup, makeup and I know I did e video like six months ago that was called The Tattoo Diaries, Part one, where I kind of let you guys in on my life and so many of you love that video.

  • Sorry that I haven't done a follow up to it yet.

  • It is definitely coming, but there's been a lot of, like crazy rumors and drama and just a bunch of negative shit all over the Internet about I mean, it's always about me, but a lot of it recently is just about me and Nathan, and I just kind of wanted to sit down here and talk about my relationship, everything about it, and just address a lot of rumors that I've been seeing.

  • But before we even dive into that, let's talk about the elephant in the room.

  • And no, I don't mean this fucking beautiful highlight.

  • I'm talking about my hair.

  • This is actually not a wig.

  • So for every one that does not follow me on Snapchat, my hair colorist David, he shot a two day because you transform me, baby, we were actually going to do like a hot coral or like a peachy type of coral vibe.

  • I was like, I want, like, peach hair.

  • I want peach.

  • So we started to lift out the hot pink and it came out like, so easy.

  • I have a really good genetics on my family when it comes to hair.

  • Well, not hairlines.

  • Insert joke there.

  • But we always have really strong here in our families.

  • You could die a bleach, it flat iron and do whatever, and it feels so healthy.

  • So I said, You know what, David?

  • Let's take it there.

  • So we were doing the hair, and all of a sudden all the pink was gone and I was like, Oh, my God, you guys, I haven't had blonde hair in literally nine years.

  • I used to bleach my own hair and high school.

  • I used to have, like, white platinum blonde, and I've had pink and green and so many other colors throughout the years.

  • Definitely feels a little weird to me right now.

  • Like when I looked in the mirror the other day, I was like, Oh, my God!

  • The next morning I was like, Holy shit, who is this?

  • And it's crazy.

  • It almost feels like a part of me is like missing.

  • That sounds weird, but it's definitely something that I'm gonna probably keep for a few months, and then I'll do my peach idea.

  • But for now, I'm having a little blonde ambition moments.

  • Do blondes have more fun?

  • I guess we'll find out.

  • So I'm not really sure how to start this video, but I guess I'm going to just address a lot of things that I've been seeing and hearing and just, like, have been witnessing all over the Internet.

  • Now it's really crazy, because when you are dating someone or in love with someone, he really don't hear all of the I guess negative stuff.

  • But when you live your life online like I do and you are all over YouTube and the Internet and Instagram, Snapchat and Facebook, Obviously my life is in front of an audience, and I know that.

  • But it's crazy wind complete strangers try to pick apart my relationship or make things up and try to convince people that this is really or like I've literally seen videos of me and Nathan, where someone had literally just made up something out of their ass and literally never happened, wasn't even true.

  • And there's like 1000 comments on this video.

  • People like debating it and talking about it and agreeing with it or disagree.

  • And it's just, like, blows my mind that my relationship is even like that exciting for people.

  • But then I have to realize, you know, me and Nathan have been building a story on YouTube, and we have been together for about two years now and a few months, and so much has happened.

  • When I introduced him on my channel, I had no idea where the future would take us.

  • And here we are.

  • You know, we have a house in Calabasas Together we have four dogs.

  • We have this amazing life.

  • But a lot of you only see us, you know, reviewing face masks or, you know, on trips together.

  • And he really don't know what is like under the surface or what is behind the pink curtain as I'm gonna call it a bit of the day, Do I really care what people say about me?

  • No.

  • But then there comes a point where actually, maybe I kind of do on some subjects, because when people try to tell me your boyfriend's only with you for the money or your boyfriend has a weird vibe or your boyfriend just wants, you know, your bank account.

  • It's so crazy because I'm like, Where did you even get that from?

  • So let me rewind to early 2014 when I started talking to Nathan and met him for the very first time at the time.

  • I wa single for like, seven years, and we'll talk about that later.

  • But when I met him, I had really just started my company.

  • I was not wealthy.

  • I was not a millionaire.

  • I did not have a crazy brand.

  • I did not have a YouTube channel I didn't have any of these things, so it just kind of makes me sad when people try to throw that card in.

  • And I think a lot of people hate to see others happy.

  • We're in a very weird time in the world where other people's success or happiness makes other people upset, jealous, angry.

  • Um, and I can't really understand that whenever I saw other people more successful than me or had nicer things in me or we're doing something that I wanted to do, or I never looked at it as like Oh my God, fuck them like fuck this shit I can't believe they're doing and I'm not.

  • It made me want to work harder and made me motivated.

  • But I know a lot of people aren't like that.

  • So Navan met me before had money, plain and simple.

  • So please, let's move on from that subject, and I don't know what people think.

  • Like, you think he just logged into my bank account every day or has a debit card and go shopping all day.

  • You know, it's really funny, and I'm just going to keep it so real as usual.

  • When I met Nathan he had no idea you guys what any designer label?

  • Waas.

  • He is a small town guy from Michigan, and people don't really give a fuck about Louis Vuitton and Chanel out there.

  • They're literally trying to, like, pay the rent and you know, work and try to find a job and just, you know, everyone's pretty normal out there, and they're not wrapped up into social media or any of this bullshit.

  • So it trips me out how people try to, I guess, say things that are literally a lie and it's crazy.

  • And people make storytime videos about me and Nathan and and they have, you know, add sense, which we don't know what that is.

  • It's basically ads on their video, which makes the money.

  • So while they're degrading, me and my man, they're making money off of it.

  • So it's like you're making money off of people's, you know, sadness or anger or pain or lies, and it's just kind of crazy, like we live in a hole, another world to get back on track.

  • Before I met me, I was single for a long time, and the reason why is because I am really not attracted to anyone but what we call in this world as a straight male or a normal dude.

  • And what I mean by that is like, you know, I am really into straight guys, And I know that is going to not be surprising to a lot of you If you have been someone that has followed me for a long time.

  • You know, I come from the music world if you are unfamiliar with my music career.

  • I did music for 8 to 9 long years.

  • I traveled the world I met, you know, a 1,000,000 people.

  • I grew an amazing fan base.

  • And this is way before ever had a makeup line or did YouTube from just traveling the world.

  • I would always fall in lust.

  • I'm gonna sit less, because to me, I have never been in love until now.

  • And I really I guess that really hit me.

  • And I really realized that when I met Nathan, I had never felt like this with someone before.

  • I've never had that strong of a connection.

  • So, you know, from just traveling everywhere and meeting dude all the time and being around that world for so long, I really kind of fell into a trap of always being someone that was kept like the secret.

  • And when you are someone like me who is you know, I get asked all the time, even every day on my channel.

  • You guys, I get comments.

  • Are you a guy?

  • Are you a girl?

  • Are you transgender?

  • Are you trying to transition?

  • What are you and I don't even know how to answer that?

  • Obviously, I was born a male.

  • I just feel like I'm Geoffrey.

  • Being someone that is like me, that is a guy that looks like a woman, right?

  • I keep doing this because so many people are not into labels these days.

  • And I love that.

  • I'm all about that.

  • You do.

  • You call yourself whatever you want, Whatever you believe in.

  • I think that is the beauty and the freedom of, you know, living as we can be.

  • Whoever we want to be.

  • I've always been into straight men on the problem with that.

  • My entire life is a never found real love because straight men behind closed doors they love people like me.

  • They love hooking up.

  • They love having fun.

  • They love the relationship as long as other people don't know, as long as their family doesn't know as long as they're friends, Don't know.

  • So imagine you guys always being the secret and never fully being accepted and never fully loved.

  • I was tired of that.

  • I was really, really tired of it.

  • So I went on a long hiatus from dating.

  • People hooked up with people, had fun, had little, you know, flings and little relationships.

  • I think if you date someone for two months, that is not your boyfriend.

  • You literally were hanging out with someone for a few months.

  • It didn't work out.

  • So I don't like to call people my boyfriend.

  • If I dated you for a few months.

  • I think that's silly.

  • Until I met May I had never had.

  • I guess Riel, riel, love and I get asked all the time.

  • How can someone that is a straight male be into you?

  • Men are into me, and I know it's kind of shocking to some people.

  • A lot of your like girl.

  • We know the tea.

  • We already know what you know.

  • Rappers and actors and all these people behind closed doors are hooking up with guys that look like chicks and transgender people.

  • And it's a very common thing.

  • Maybe not where you're from, but in California it is a very big and I've traveled the world.

  • You guys, I've had a 1,000,000 guys married, single divorce.

  • All have hit on me and you know, that's just sexuality, you know, we could have a sexuality video some other time.

  • I will definitely have to do one.

  • So when I met Nathan, he had only ever been with chicks.

  • And if you guys go back on my channel and watch a lot of our Q and A is, you will find a lot of Nathan's history.

  • And he even explains it a little that, you know, he's always been attracted to guys that look like women.

  • But in Michigan, there is no Jeffery Starr's.

  • There are no Nikita dragons.

  • There are no g gorgeous there there.

  • There are none of us beautiful creatures and those beautiful women in Michigan.

  • So I think when they found me, he was like, Oh my God, this is like I don't know.

  • I don't know what he thought, really.

  • I guess we could ask him one day, but he was attracted to me.

  • Obviously, he hit me up and I was really attracted to him.

  • Something about him drew me in, and I was like, Okay, let me give this guy a chance.

  • I had no idea what to expect.

  • You guys.

  • He flew to L A for two days, literally a weekend.

  • He's like, I'm gonna come hang out.

  • Let's just chill.

  • Whatever.

  • I thought, really, We're gonna be really, Really?

  • I thought we were just gonna hook up, say goodbye, Have a good weekend together.

  • And then that was that.