So I justwannaletyouknowthatifyouneedanything, pleasereachouttome.
Ifyouare a momwithkidsathome, I feelforyouit's actuallyinsanetoseehowmuchenergytheyconsumed, whichmadememorethaneverbeinggratefulforalltheteachersandtheschoolsystemsandeverything.
Youguysareangels.
Butyes, I justfiguredwehavetheirschedule.
But I havetosaythatthelastfewdayshavealsobeen a littlebitoflike a revelationtome.
I thinkthatwealwaystalkaboutthefactthattheworldismovingsofastthatwe'redoingeverythingandThere's notimetobreatheandwe'llhavehisanxiety.
AndBut I haven't realizedhowfast I'vebeenmovinguntil a coupleofdaysago, when I wasforcedtostopmovingandstopdoingandjustbeinghere.
I think I'verealizedhowmanybasicthingsthathaven't beenenjoyingforsolongnowjustenjoyingmycoffeeorhaving a conversationwithmykids, evenspendingtimealonewithGary.
Andwedid a workouttoday, jizzhimand I.
Itwasactuallysofunwhoneverworkedouttogether.
Soit's thislittlethingswe'vebeengoingthrough, like a listofmovieswewantedtowatchwiththekids, readingdifferentbooksandjustreallybeingtogetherwithoutitbeingsoplannedandstructured.
Andit's beenit's beenbeautifuland I thinkthatwithMaxie, it's themostimpactfulformebecause I feellikesince I gavebirth, it's been a gogo, goformeand I feellikehegrewovernightand I justmissedallofit.
Soevenseeinghimfigurethingsoutandwalkingaimlesslyaroundthehouse, it's justsuch a joy, like I reallygetlostinhislittleworld.
So I dosee, youknow, thesilverliningofthesituation.
And I'm extremelygratefulthatmyfamilyissafe, and I'm reallytryingtofocusonthatasmuchas I can.
So, sir, onspirit, ourownmindandjustreallyfeelinggratefulandpresent, which I feellikewedefinitelydon't feeldefinitelyon a dailybasiswithourcrazylifethesedays.
So I feellike I'vebeenreallyfocusingonthat.
I thinkthathelpedmethemostwhenitcametomomentsofpanic, anxietyoruncertaintyaboutthefuture.
JustreallylikeOkay, I havenow, andthisiswhat I haveandwhatcan I dowithitandjustlookingaroundaimlesslyandseeingthebeautyandthecalmnessaround.
So I'm verygratefulforthat, sohopefullythiswillinspireyoutoslowdownandjustkindoflookaround.
Also a greattimetodiveintothebooksYouhaven't hadtimetoreadtoget a courseinlinetododifferentthingsLiketoday.
I decided I'm gonnalaunchthislikevirtualretreatwhere I'm gonnacreateoninstagram.
Um, an I G livewithdifferentexperts.
It'llbringintoteachmedifferentthings.
And I wanttogiveyouyouknow, thatvalueandthatbenefit.
So I'm gonnahave, like, breath, work, workshopandmeditationandmentalhelphacks, diet, nutrition, fitness.
So I'm reallyexcitedforDadandhopefullywillbenefitpeople.
Butalso I reallywanted I can't stressthisenough.
I hopethatallofyouaretakingthisveryseriously.
We'reallinthistogetherandwehavetoacttogetherinordertostopthisandtofind a resolutionforme.