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(soft piano music)
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- Something isn't right.
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- They give you the wrong sauce?
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- It's not the pizza.
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(sighs) We broke up in the parking lot
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of an Uno's Pizzeria in Boston.
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- Maybe in a couple of years?
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- Maybe.
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That was my justification three months later,
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as I clicked through his Facebook profile late at night,
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trying to hold on to whatever piece of him I still had left,
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and that's when I saw his first photo with her,
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the girl with the red Solo cup.
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I knew i wasn't allowed to care, but I did.
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(upbeat music)
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They met at a party.
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At least, I can assume it was a party,
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from that tipsy half-smile he wore.
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His hands were wrapped around her waist and
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as I stared at the photo, I tried not to imagine how it felt
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when he put his hands the same place on me.
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It didn't really work, but ...
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That night, I dreamt about him, as I so often did.
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(mellow instrumental music)
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There was a second photo.
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They were having a picnic.
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A picnic (chuckled).
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My stomach twisted as I realized the girl
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with the red Solo cup was destined to become
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a re-occurring character in his life.
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I still didn't understand that he had moved on.
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(solo guitar playing)
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I couldn't digest that someone could fall in love
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with someone else while I stilled loved them, but
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it's funny how easy it is to believe the unbelievable,
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just because it hurts less.
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Who are you, girl with the red Solo cup?
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The internet told me a lot about her.
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She had darker features than I did,
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and her smile made her seem kind.
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She looked like she came from money,
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and I looked like I was living on hand-me-downs
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and budgeted grocery lists, but, despite our differences,
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there was one overarching similarity I couldn't miss,
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we both loved the same boy.
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Months passed, and I watched them tag each other in photos,
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and their relationship status change.
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I saw them driving in the car we kissed in,
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(soft piano music) the car we broke up in.
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I saw their relationship go to places ours had gone,
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and to places it had not.
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Maybe he's different now.
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Maybe he doesn't snort when he laughs or
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fold his pizza into a sandwich before eating it.
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Maybe I don't know him at all, but, still,
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visiting him reminds me that I am capable of love,
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and that I'm worthy of love.
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It reminds me that when you truly care for another person,
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it never really goes away.
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I watched him fall in love, and, maybe someday,
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he'll watch me do the same.
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(instrumental music)